You�d like to believe that it�s not your fault, wouldn�t you? It�s always got to be someone else�s fault. All my misery and pain is cause by other things. You could never comprehend the fact that you are the reason for my depression. I hate you and the way you�ve treated me. All the taunting and telling me I�ll never be anything but a failure and a junkie. Nice to know you think so highly of me. As a child, you never had anything nice to say to me. I was young and all you ever told me was to grow up. But I�m going to make something of myself. I�ll prove you wrong and once I have, you�ll never see me again.

© Kristel. S 2003