Describing one's own characters is probably the most difficult thing in my own little world.� So I'm not trying to do that here.� What I'll do instead is to put my views on something (ha, if I've any) ...
A loooong looooooong vacation ...
Some people can't stand a moment without doing something "constructive".� They really honestly can't.� For me, I've a mixture of feeling for those people - firstly I do kinda envy them because they actually do get something done; on the other hand I also feel sorry for them.
Sometimes I just love to be on my own, not doing anything.� To stay lazy.� Maybe just read some books, day-dreaming staring at mid-air, play the piano, experiment with tunes/ chords etc. with no intention of writing it down.� In other words, not getting anything done.� It kinda feels good, but then my mother/ friends start to become horified.�
"How can you be so anti-productive?"
"You've wasted the whole time!"
Yes, then I do start to feel guilty.� We're not meant to enjoy boredom.� We're supposed to be working working working ...
With the 30 years or so of working after I grad., I know I'd miss these long, long, boring vacations.
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