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I�d just like to say that the day I wrote this I was very depressed and it was a very bad day.  I do NOT feel this way anymore, I just did at that particular moment.  In fact, my friends, family, and cat are the most important things in my life and I love them more than anything!!
MYSELF
By Eva

No one really understands me,
My friends don't seem to care,
I know it's true, because if they do,
It wouldn't be such a scare.

All I need is someone to sit,
And try to figure me out,
It's not so hard when they�re all done,
And know what I'm all about.

As I lay in bed at night and cry,
I cannot figure out why,
I worry about other people so much,
So much, that I want to die.

All my friends pretend to care,
And this thought, I just can't bare.
As smiles fly by me, I sit and I stare,
All that I wish is that I could be there.

So I make up my mind,
To change in some way,
Start off little,
Day by day.

Today, I finally realized,
I have to live life for myself,
I'll be the best person that I can be,
Until the day of my death!
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