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Eva, your sudden loss is just like a lightning strike, a clash of thunder through the sky. Mommy was struck half dead, words can�t describe how the pain is. Salty tears trickled down on mommy�s cheek like rain out of heaven. Grieving and crying were a constant ache. Life is meaningless without you. Craving to be with you was always in mommy�s mind. Mommy�s heart is broken. Asking God - why you??? You�re so young, so compassionate, so much to live in this world. Life without you will never will be the same anymore. Saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do.
Suddenly, the lightning strikes again, strike to wake mommy up from the lost world. From selfishness and sorrows. For a moment, mommy forgets that daddy and your sisters need cares, love and support from mommy too. They were neglected when mommy grieved for you. Daddy, Cheh-cheh and Ah Geik grieve for you too and grieve even more while they wait patiently for mommy�s love and attention. Mommy needs to be strong for them. They�re mommy�s strength to carry on with this life. Mommy has to face the reality. Reality to have faith in God. Death is part of life. Death is not a loss but a glory. Mommy loves you but God loves you more. Your presence had brought joys and happiness to us and your loss had taught us to appreciate your compassionate love. Sweet memories will remain forever. You have not really left us, you are watching us through your angel wings. We would never say goodbye, dear, but we will cherish you forever in our life. We will be together again one day.
Eva, you are my angel, my daughter, my life, my sweetie pie, my little girl made of sugar and spice. The moment mommy set eyes on you of your arrival; I knew you are someone very special. A special gift from God. You�ve a mixture of Daddy�s and Mommy� look. Never did I think that I would be without you in this life. Your sunshine smiles have filled our life with joys and happiness. You�re growing much too fast. You were always so very happy. You were so undemanding and �cin cai�. Your answer would always be - �anything�. You worked so hard at your school works but you never complain. You always make me proud of you with your perfect grades. Life has not been easy for you, my little girl but you persevered to achieve everything that you do. I watched you everyday; your sunshine smiles could melt my hardest heart. You will remain in my heart. You are my conscience, inspiration and strength. You are my sweet girl and always will be no matter wherever you are. You are alive in our memories.
WE LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! MOMMY, DADDY, CHEH-CHEH AND AH GEIK |
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