Friends - 'Friends'
'Friends' out there i have a many
But those who are true
are like a tiny
needle in a haystack
Hard to find
or never found
I'm glad i've found a few
Always there for me
Understanding what,
I am going through
Many i meet
Come and go
Smile at each other
Laugh together
But what do they know?
Do they care?
Sad are the 'friends'
I used to be close to
We used to have great times
Hanging out together
Time went by
We slowly uncliqued
We grew seperately
Walked a different character
You've changed so much
just too much
The times that we had
I treasure it all
But to you,
bet you can't care less
Now face to face
is but an indifferent smile
Makes me uneasy
Makes me wonder
Where did i go wrong?
What did i do?
Why are you looking at me that way?
As if i had offended you?
I used to be conscious
Of the way i was judge
But those who judge
Don't give a damn
Of who i actually,
really am
Why do they judge me?
What do they want?
I don't give a damn either now
But i see them as people,
Who are rising bitches
Of the tomorrow
It's hard trying
to be a good, true friend
Cos at the end of the day
One difference, one fault it takes
And you're behind my back
Cursing and talking about me
Why can't you people just be normal?
Why so paranoid?
Why such a pessimist?
Why such a bitch?
Grow up girls
Cos what goes around
Comes around
One day,
You'll be the talk of the day,
the class, the school
Then let's see
how you'd survive
Life is a struggle
Everyone wants an identity,
wants a name
If you can't get one
Don't pretend to own one
Stop reproducing other's talk
other's stuff other's life
It really annoys me
To find you with
my same stuff
with my same talk
Be yourself will ya?
Stop liking what others like
You need a majoy revamping
Cos i really don't
I got up long ago
What makes you think i couldn't?
You brag so much
I can't stand it
Pretty stuff,
expensive goods
Always competiting,
and looking down on me
But so much of bragging,
just doesn't do much
Cos in the end,
You still lost that bet
Stop sucking up to me
Stop repeating yourself
I've heard it so many times
I'm about to throw up
You have said it too many times
That i see right through you
All i can think of you, is
What a lousy fruit you are
I hate to be doubt
I hate to be misunderstood
I hate to be ignored
and taken for granted
I hate to be judged
I hate to be short
I hate to be examined
And i hate such a you
Act like you're always pissed
As if the whole world owed you a living
Back home you sit
as a person, different
Sad, lonely and desperate
Without any aim
Why such a life?
Why such an act?
You'll seriously need to do
some soul searching
Don't act like a big shot
So what if you are
What makes you think you're the best
and the others are none?
Have respect for others
And for yourself
"God resisteth the proud
and giveth grace to the humble" -1 Peter 5:5
Don't be selfish
Don't be scared
So what if,
you got into touble?
Learning to get out of it
Will be a lesson learnt a lifetime
Friends or 'Friends'
I leave you to choose
Deep down i know
Who are which
And i thank the friends
the nicest and truest of the all
You are all i need in my life
To treasure and to hold on to
To realise the importance of
having such a gem like you
I am more than ever
Thankful and greatful
Even if you are
Only a few
Thanks for standing by me
Understanding all the time
Thanks for making me laugh
Thanks for brightening up my day
I can't express how much
You have helped me through the years
Just to let you know,
I truely treasure you
17-18 Aug 11.45pm-12.25am
