I thought of so many things to say on my webpage, but when it comes down to it, I'm at a loss for words..
Okay, if you haven't calculated my age by now, I'm 22 this year (2003), born under the sign, Scorpio. You know what they all say about Scorp girls! They are a pretty psycho bunch and very hard to please. I don't particularly believe in astrology, but it's very interesting to read how they come up with such generalised statements of what's gonna happen in your life today, this month or this coming year. Of course everyone's gonna believe them! But also, I think I'm taught to believe you control your own fate and destiny. So as much as some things are predestined (like when you die), alot of things are still formed by your actions and thoughts everyday. If you ask me about religion, I don't think I can tell you straight up what I am now - a catholic or christian. I was born a catholic (baptised at birth), but about 5 years ago, I got baptised again as a Christian. And about 3 years ago, I left the Central Christian Church. If you're a Singaporean Christian, I bet you know which church is that and maybe you're thinking, man that's a cult church!! When I was in it, I didn't think so and kept defending its practices. Like how they believe their practices is the only one that is right among the other Christian churches, how self-righteous! And we were inviting Christians from other churches to ours. And we were only allowed to marry within the church, reason being we have the same teaching, values, mindset, so it won't clash. And couples are never allowed to go out alone until they're married. No kissing, just hand holding. No spaghetti straps in church too. No skirt above the knee cap. You get the idea. And my life at the time was filled with church activities. After I decided that I had enough of this, I just decided to run away, avoid them completely. I left at a time when I was quite "spiritually" strong. Noone seen it coming, though I did mention to them several times that I wanted to leave. It's so hard to leave when they tell you your best friends should come from church because of the influence. I ailenated almost all my friends, if you leave church, you basically lost your entire life. That was how extreme it was. Now I'm so back to normal and I'm so grateful I left. Never looked back. Phew! that's a long paragraph about my past religion. I still believe in God though. I'm not gonna preach to you on this website. You know the answer within yourself.
Anyway, you must be wondering what I must be doing with my life now. I'm currently pursuing my Bachelor degree in Mass Communication in Queensland University of Technology. Majoring in Advertising & Television Production. It's a pretty fun course I must say. I started out at NgeeAnn Polytechnic, completing my Diploma in Mass Communication from the Centre of Film and Media studies. Honestly, I would say I'm quite a aimless person, I am not the kind of person who start off with a dream to be a doctor, nurse, teacher since I was primary one or something. I still didn't know and still don't know what I really want to be in the future. I'm just taking one step at a time and see what life shows me. Though I did have a couple of dream jobs I wanted as a kid - teacher (cos I wanted to mark books and give students spelling tests! haha), psychologist (cos I'm such a sensitive person :P), lawyer (my mom says I argue alot), actress (since I'm so vain and am really out of myself and especially after I seen Zoe Tay as BoBo, if you Singaporeans recall that show, that was eons ago). Well, I did take up acting & directing classes in poly, I didn't like it one bit, especially when you're the centre of attention and you're there doing the monologue, you don't know what the hell they're thinking, whether you suck or what.