Lyrics

Solitary State Of Despair (2005 Demo)

1. Intro

Instrumental

2. The Abyss’s Haunting Embrace

Floating in the spaces left between

A void that once pulsed with life

Empty of all that was left behind

Born forth from darkness

Straight into suffering

The Path of damnation

Laid at the knees of the weak

Cast into despair

I shudder at the state of the world

Wrought in agony

Against your cursed eternity

Welcome to the world my son

Come forth to hell

3. Manifest Destiny

Put down your sword

Grab a bible

Start burning heretics

Start making our laws

Very little has changed

You hide behind religion

Ashamed of the past

You’re all fucking hypocrites

Down to the last

Wicked in sin

Soul of man is stained black forever

When you die think you’ll see heaven?

The sheep follow the shepherd

While he hides in the light but there’s wolves at his door

So blessed are those unable to think

You follow a god who cares not at all

Then one day you die and shan’t be reborn.

4. Passive Combatant

You stand quite alone

Among the burning streets

Smell the fear surrounding you

Death is coming from behind

Cut down as hundreds try to flee

Watch them all die

No point in running

Standing your ground

Just waiting to die

So why do we fight,

When our victory’s denied?

So why do we care,

When this war’s everywhere?

Well why do you pray,

When you know gods a lie?

Why should we live,

In a world full of hate?

5. Shattered Equilibrium

A need to be wanted

a need to feel

a need to be alive

compelled to be alone

An existence without meaning

An inherent randomness

in the way things interact

lives intertwined

in the fabric of chaos

undermines everything

we have tried to achieve

Stability collapses

when put under strain

I can't take the weight

and the feelings of pain

order is going

only to be replaced

striving for an ending

no equilibrium exists

no happy medium

no middle ground

Preparing to leave

the reaction nears

its completeness

the closer it gets

the more it becomes

quite unfulfilled

What’s left to do

what’s left to see

what’s left to care about

what’s left of me...

6. Lifeless Dirge

Tears streaming down her face

A few cold and lonely people gather here today

“Never again“ and life forever changed

Empty and numb

And the casket is carried away

Standing by the grave

Here after departed

“Never again“ and its not the same

Cannot think emotionless through he’s death

So fucking empty, nothing else left

“Goodbye“.

Eternal Paradox (2005 demo)

1. Lost in the Night’s Embrace

Instrumental

2. Eternal Paradox

Trapped within this mortal coil

Gaze deep inside

Alone with your mind

Look beyond this fragile existence

As you knew all along

There is nothing to this life

There is nothing when you die

Emptiness all around

Reality is Hell

Look to the stars

Forever ablaze with their light

As it hits the earth

It warms the atmosphere

Never reaches our souls

‘Cause deep inside

Still so cold

The darkness of this world

Is all we ever see

Still we live in fear of the day we all can leave

So how long until I leave?

3. Dark Matter on the Horizon

And so it seems

These days are upon us once again

Things you've seen

The things you've done

The path you've followed

Has lead you to here

Still we've wandered so alone

And where we lead they dare not follow

Blinded from truths

They're surrounded by fear

They walk by he’s side

They hide in he’s light

He has left them weak

And too blind to see

They cling to their pride

Suffer the deceit

And the dark matter on the horizon

In plain site for all to see

Blinded by their pain

They refuse

Suffer the defeat

4. Wake of Ashes \ Passage of Grief.

Guided by the rising sun

As it sets everyday

We carry along

The ashes in our wake

Eternal is the cycle

Of fear and pain

We live on

To rise once again

…***…

The world never changes

No precious god to save your life

Peace is a sorry lie

No reason to be living

No hope for better times.

On a distant shore

A man is dying

He looks to the sky

Seeking he’s god

All he sees is emptiness

And still he wonders why.

The shadow of your god

Is killing our race

Your so-called faith

Driving us to hate

Nothing but war

Nothing but pain

Religion and its lies

That’s what’s to blame

5. Augmented Perception of an Unnatural reality

Look at the earth and tell me what you see

No one left alive

No one left who is free

And I don't want to choose to endure this pain

And I don't know what I did to deserve this fate

Never did belong and never did believe

Never did follow and I never want to be

No one around is dear to me

No one around can relate with me

No one around can relate to me

‘Cause when I die I'm alone you see

We are all here and alone like me

When we die we're alone you see

Everyone in here is alone indeed

So condemn your faith

And condemn your beliefs

Your stuck like me

Waiting for release

So condemn your faith

And condemn your beliefs

Your stuck like me

Waiting for release

So disregard this world

And disregard all you see

All around it is make believe

Yes all you see

It is make believe

6. Well of Tears

Instrumental

Aeon (2006 demo)

Eon

All alone at any given time

Trapped in here

And decaying fast

Sent away

And again returned

To realms of nowhere

Still I yearn

Far away where I should dwell

All alone and I'm in hell

Years they pass

Its still the same

Desolation's all I worship now

A dying planet

Under one dead god

And I see the fires burning bright

And I see the flames that fill the night

Towards the void thats pulsing bright

Leave it all behind to walk the night

An eon is a long time to die

***

Music of the Sphere's

(Instrumental)

Negative Polarity

I've seen you from afar

And who am I to deny

What we have

This isn't real

Existing to be alone

As the universe

Turns inwards upon itself

Left to face the consequences

Of another broken promise

And you told me

You'll never leave

Never going away

Never dying

But you left me here

All alone

And I'm in pain

And I watch the world pass slowly by

And I watch the pain as it grows inside

We Populate

Then disseminate

Coerce

Then integrate

And finally we exit from view

Transcendental

All that is transitory is but an image

And all we leave behind is inconsequential

Eternal, persistent, Cyclical force of life

Here I stand stand

So alone in you're arms

You offer me nothing

Yet still I seek you out

Tell me:

Why do I feel so Alone?

So where is you're savior

And the land he promised me

Well I just don't believe

And I'll just never see

And the world remains empty

Thats fine with me

And I don't need to be happy

And I don't need to believe

Critical Mass

Wake up and face the emptiness

Life just passes by

another day

and it doesn't end

Somethings will never change

Still cursed to feel the same

Trapped by circumstances

Unable to escape the sadness

And I will never seek

another false god

And I will never find

strength in you're lies

And the universe

continuing to expand

And your mind

Always prepared to deny

And everything continues

going onward

until critical mass

Sub-Space Compression

(Instrumental)

Re-entry Sickness

And Another lonely heart

Lies asleep beyond the vastness

A scream no one can hear

And the pain lies hidden

In the depths of my eyes

Eternally secluded

How bitter the price to pay

Since you left

Things were never the same

And I guess I never really knew

Until the day you went away

Too late to say it now...

“ I loved you“

Call From The past

(Instrumental)