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losing merey well here it is finally made the center of attention and don't it feel wonderful always thought this was were i wanted to be and now its killing me i hate this i hate me wish that i had never escaped entropy and the universe would forever be that much better for never knowing me but i exist i am the cause the center of the chaos the enemy of the pause and the staccato thoughts just roll over me reminding me of used to be's escaping hell on lonely days the only way i knew was you making heaven that much sweeter just to meet her helping her with a problem i never solved them i wish i never knew her i could've never screwed her misunderstanding made a world of mighty oaken bonds into a pile of ash and sifting through i can't find anything but still i look hoping to find you breathing in, i taste the pain that floats on the air and trying to breathe out, i cough up blood and i sit here bleeding looking across to you your very soul is twain; your heart, split in two and then i sit and think of my conceit and you may not see this as major defeat a minor setback, maybe week or two the pain will roll off, ever knowing you you'll rebuild bridges, concrete and steel and take your time to fix and then to heal you'll rebuild every lost and broken one and only omit one mother's wretched son he did this to you; him you'll ever hate and he understands, he's sorry, he sealed his fate by forthelove |