Shadow Haven
So This Concludes
By April Diaz (G.D.V.)
I have lover
And he is gold
I'd do anything for him
Or so I'd like to think
Truth be I speak when now I confess
Virtues and dignity deny what should
Have felt
That which is justified and law of the soul
I deny him from it with utmost regret
Though why hold back?
Why refrain from the glow
And pull myself from heaven's arms,
From the Archangel's grasp?
Have I lost mind?
Is that not a great sin to say?
To say that I want him
In a way so hot and yet whole
Passionate and still vulgar all the same.
But if it is sin to deny love,
Then I sin
I sin to keep my dignity by mind's reason.
But is dignity not of the body?
And if the mind reasons for the body
Instead of the soul
Then my mind is not to be held at praise
My mind commits treason to truth.
And truth is for the soul?
And the soul is made for love.
If all is love, and all that matters...
Then where do I stand?
Well if reason gets me so far
And I
Gat only in a wheel ever turning
Unstopping in rounds with my feet.
I've done enough evils to my heart
With analysing tries.
So to true truth I now follow,
And take in the heart
What should truly be.
Let the wind take me in its arms when it may
And let my passions fly with blind eye
Into my angel's arms
And without a care
No longer.
For if I love him so much
I'll care not if so
And if not so.
Because it is love.
And there can be no loss of any dignity
Or any loss of soul
In the ways of the heart.