I stand there still in dark blue haze.
Above the stars, my only light,
My only comfort this eternal night.
I'm tired of this weary fight,
I just want someone to hold me tight.
My violet eyes fill with tears as they stare.
Someone tell me this is all a Nightmare..
I'm all alone and trapped in my mind,
Is this just fantasy, or a sign of some kind?
Am I really this lost and alone,
Can't I handle myself on my own?
Maybe I do need someone to show me the way..
Ugh, forget it... I'll just wallow in dismay.
I'm too scared.. I'll get hurt, I know..
I'm not taking another trip down that road.
I loved once and it tore me apart,
And now as you see, I have no heart.
Old feelings flood back, my memory returns,
All those nights my heart had yearned..
I wanted to cry, but was ashamed of tears,
So I bottled my pain for all those years.
The fire in my eyes are dead,
Nothing's clear, I've lost my head.
Finally I let out a scream,
That glass maze shatters all around me.
Shards tear my trench coat, I'm soaked in my blood,
I then close my eyes and fall with a thud.
The stars play a tune, that echoes in my head,
And tells me to get up, I'm not quite dead....
A question remains... What do I feel?
Is this a Nightmare.. or could it be real?
DeityOfDarkness/ Shaddai Charles
08/ 03/ 02
