Every morning you wake up and carry on your daily routine. You brush your teeth, you take a shower, and you drink your coffee. But at some point in that routine, there is always some side distraction that causes you to pause and contemplate. For a good part of the last 9 months she has been my distraction. Filling my dreams with smiles and tender thoughts. She makes my day and I don’t even think she knows it. I often hide behind my words when I talk or write to her. The image and smell of her skin tickles my nose and imaginations.

So what the hell am I going to do about it? Who knows, I guess I’ll take it in stride, I’d hate to ruin a friendship over a crush I have. But then again, who says that she doesn’t like me?

I absolutely love making her smile and making her laugh. At night sometimes, I look up at the sky and look at the moon, wondering if she is looking at the same thing. I simply feel an amazing connection to her.

I’ll be honest, I don’t use the word "love" that often, and I won’t use it quite yet. Is it love or lust… I guess only time will tell and I’m definitely willing to take the time to find out.

Let me guess, you want to know who "she" is--in particular a name--well I'm not gonna give that information up quite yet. But I will say once again that she always brightens up my day.