I feel like Im the only one counting stars
Each one with a different memory of the last time I saw your face
Knowing your in this small world yet I will probably never feel again the warmth of you embrace
Life brought us together to then tear us apart
Why is it that everything has to end when there was once a start
Why do things not last forever, they just simply last until it ends
With no exact explanation on why I have lost my closest friend
What is it that I do not undertand and that keeps brings about pain
What is it that I do not understand and is driving me insane?
Who is going to be there to make me laugh when I cry?
Who is going to now help me fin the answers to all of my whys?
Who do I confide in to tell my secrets, besides myself?
Who is going to remind you of me, except yourself?
Will you even remember those times of laughter and joy...
Now that your a complete man, from meeting you when you were a twelve year old boy?
Everything was so very special and just vanished in one day...
Something that took 9 years to create, and just like that, with nothing left to say
After sharing with you my intmacy
Now its all over with nothing else to see
Nothing else to question life about what it has done
After laughter there's always a reason to cry, and now there's no more fun
Nothing else to question, no more tears to cry
Just have to give up and understand this is our goodbye
No one to hold me or help me forget
No where to find strength in something that I don't regret
Everything was so perfect, especially the last time that I saw thee
And yet you said it might be the last time you were to see me
You had plans on moving, but you didnt move out of my heart
And yet why is it that time and distance are the ones to tear us apart
I love you my angel, you were the only one to really know me
And get to where no one esle can see
But now that you are not here...
Always remember... my heart will keep you near
Written by: Esther-Racquel Rodriguez