When man is living
first 10 years of his life, he's learning just simple basic things in life. When he's
10-20, he's learning what people and society want teach him. When he's between
20 and 30 he's studying himself. During next 10 years, the age 30-40, it's where
man builds on what he have already. When it's 40-50 man reaps what he saw. Man
at 50-60 stays at the new start of life again. Between 60 and 70 he gives what
he has - his life experience. When man is older 70 - he's the wisdom in the
flesh. If man lives longer than 80 years old - it means that God has special
purpose for him to stay on the earth.
I
just stepped into my 30. I have some experience, some knowledge, some skills.
And I have some desires, also.. But what to do with all that? Right answer will
be "build". That's what man 30-40 years old should do. I was good boy
in school, I was rather good teenager and student in university, I hope I am good father for my son and I know that I was good husband for my wife, when we
were living together. But what to do now, when there is no family, where I
used to live for so many years? Nor children, whom I love so much to be with and
have them running around at home? Nor
women, who'll be with me days, and nights? What to do? Right answer is "built".
I'm not the first, and not the last one, who needs to re-built his life. Moses, Abraham Lincoln,
Job, Christopher Reev, many others..