Sometimes it happens so
in life, that people, whom God sends in our life, directly, seem as they are not those
people, friends, spouses - whoever! - whom God is giving us. And it's difficult
sometime to discern, if they are really those ones? It takes days, months
and even years of time just to understand, if it's from the Lord. And it also
demands hours of prayers and belief in order to be sure and to get right answer
from God about what we are asking him for.. Is it the answer, that God's giving
me, or not? Or, may be, that's the answer? Or this?.. Is this that very women,
that God wants me to be with? Or he has somebody else for me?
And
people are sinking in ocean of their unbelief and doubts. They can't make design
and wait, and wait , and wait... And time goes by, but life is not changing to
better. Though we are made by God to live everyday successful and happy life!
And from the other
hand, it's not serious to make life - influencing designs, especially concerning
wife and re-marriage, on the bases of feelings, circumstances, or just
preferences.. There must be God first in that, and than people must follow Him.
And I too! As soon as I'm a man, with normal man's desires, type of thinking, and behavior
- all the following consequences of that fact, that 31 years ago in Russia by
God's grace was born a
little boy