| Where do I begin except from the beginning would be my first thought. Born in San Diego, Ca. in April of 1970. Residing for the most part here, but I have also lived in many different places for short periods of time. Some of those places being jails and drug rehabs and even just a place to sleep on the streets I have called my home. My past addictions have caused me alot of finacial distress as well as emotional scaring that is still affecting me to this day and continues to stress my current dreams and goals, but I don't regret having to live throught the personal hell I have put myself through. My only regrets are the ones that hurt those around me who loved me and did all they could to help guide me on a path out of the whirlpool that was taking me down. The positive aspects however are the strenghts in which I have learned to cope with and handle the compelling disasters that would enter in the realm in which I lived. Learning to live with almost nothing, or better yet, to survive by way of using others to get what I needed and showing concern for their feelings or possesions. I took from them until there was nothing more they could offer me then I would move on to the next person. It was the only way I knew, but now I feel the guilt inside and would like to tell anyone of them "I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused them in the past!" Throughout this entire part of my life the only constant I had was the Queensryche music that was always there for me to listen and still is to this day. To me there is a lot more than just music in there albums. I have listened to the words and in a way it has helped me to see the truth in parts of my life and taught me to overcome the the problems I have had to face. Along with the awesome shows and music came a sense of need for me to "Speak the Word", that society need s to change before it is to late. Not just here in America where there is so much political bullshit and deception in the government, but in the world where wars and battles are not only killing people and destroying countries, but is also doing irreversible damge to the world on which we live. A "War for Peace" sounds like a contridiction in itself. If we could all just help each other out for the simple fact of doing it to help someone else in need instead of doing whatever it takes to be better than the rest or controlling them, we would be alot better off and our children would have a place to live and play for generations to follow. With that, I'll finish and hope that at least one person who has read this begins to realize the evil around us has to change and does there part to get the message out , then I will feel like I made a difference that is helping all of us. Thank you, Eric |
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