Monday January 7th 2008
Hey There, My Name is Derrick but everyone calls me Dede. But I don't care , names are name, really doesn't hurt me at all. Just like words won't hurt me at all beside the word "Love". It hurts me to the fullest. I hate it enough being here, here in the bronx. I have friends that i care about and i have friends that i don't really care about, they just there for the hell of it. I have friends that i love, and i have friends that i hate. My life revolves around drama even when im not there it drama in general and out of no where my name is mention, i really don't like that at all. I don't have much friends right now because they are backstabbing i just want to be alone for good, just walk outside walk around and make believe no one is there. Im that kind of guy that really cares about people but they don't appreciated but i don't care anymore because i had enough of it now. I just want to live my life to the fullest. Im not that kind of guy that would give his heart to anyone i have to know the person and get to know them to a certain extend. Im the person that will talk back on anyone and anything because i have a mouth for a reason i stand my own grounds cause i had it enough of people talk mad shit about me and starting some stupid shit on me, well idc anyone talk as much shit you like, if you don't me that your lost not mines. Im a good person to be friends with anyways so i don't want to deal with you and your mouth.
What else you wanna know about me?
Im Cool and Awesome to hang out with.
I draw and i Graff
Im an Apprenticeship in Tattoo, and im a professional Piercer, i have been doing piercings for like almost 2 years now and im not done learning yet.
I Repair Computers.
Im gully and i play around most of the time, but i like to have fun and it keeps me from getting bored easily.
I built alot of trust on people i know and i can easily not trust alot of people cause i end up getting hurt at the end.
I Love All my Ex's i don't care if they do me dirty or cheat on me i still care for them because they was onces in my life and there for me to love them.
This is Michael, and I Love this nigga with my all my heart because he my fucking God Brother. We always helping each other out on things and that means alot to me. I remember we was at the Chinese Place and he started crying and i ask him why he told me that he never had no one that acually cared for him, im like nigga i fucking care for you cause im your fucking god brother and you been there for me and i been there for you. If anything happens to him ill go fucking crazy i would take a bullet for this nigga here. We been through Thick and Thin and idc what anyone says i love this nigga to the heart.
This is Brian he is my cousin and he is mad chill and cool person to get to know, and we think so the same it not even funny, like we have a sense of what gonna happen and we can predict at the same what gonna happen. crazy shit right. lol. This is another person i would take a bullet for, he means everything to me because we been through the same shit. He helps me out and I help him out. so yeah people ill fuck you up if u fuck with him cause we both asian hahaha lol.
This is Johnathan he's another close friend i can say my other god brother, we known each other for a long time and his mom always feeds me cause she loves me like a son hehe. we known each other since we was in cadet corp. i was a higher thank than him so i get to push him around lol and now he taller than me hahaha crazy shit lol i stood short lol. so he mad cool peeps and ill watch over him when he wants me too cause i don't want him to get in trouble and shit if he run into some shit ill be there for him.
This is Danny he's my best friend, we use to go to school to the same school together and chill and smoke a blunt in his house and all he crazy how we came along lol haha. but he fucking cool, funny and crazy kid. We had so much fun times together chill and getting all high out of no where lmfao it funny. lol. he busy all the time now he got 2 jobs working in a dentist and movie theatre probably i can catch him someday so we can chill and spark up again but yeah yo he a cool ass nigga. i love u danny<33
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