|
Basically I�m a very down to earth guy who is very laid back and sometimes tends to be non-social. I seem to analyze my day to day life to an extent that I believe to be much more than others�My reasoning is that the purpose of life is to think and perceive...if you refuse to think then your depriving yourself of life. I have very strong beliefs and these guide my life each day� To this day I am very fascinated with the world and how it works�and I love the thoughts of Philosophy and metaphysics. I currently have no religion because I feel that all organized religion is impure at heart being that it is the most powerful and influential driving force known, which has made it have great potential of alteration and other impurities. Also as everyone�s reality is their own then I believe that everyone�s religion or spirituality should be as well. I don�t believe there is one religion or �god� for all. I see everything that exists and realize that there is a infinite amount of existence and thought�because thought is subjective and it validates a reality therefore there are infinite amount of realities. I see people in their day to day life and wonder if they think like I do�but have come to the conclusion that for the most part they don�t. I�m relatively shy at first unless you really get to know me. I�d like to consider myself as a nice guy, however me being nice is by being honest, and upholding my morals�not by buying you a drink or something�.I would consider that more on a superficial level. I currently don�t have a girlfriend and have a very hard time finding a girl that is opened minded instead of a reflection societal influences. I place a lot of emphasis on ones integrity and I think that almost all negative social behavior stems from ones insecurity�if one comes to terms with their own shortcomings and find their inner self there would be no incentive to act in those ways�why do you think that a Christian western society is submerged in decadence while you never hear of any moral outrages in a Buddhist culture; this is because they stress enlightenment and inner seeking. I also think that in the western society we have much of our ignorance because we have a social system that reinforces these attributes. Unfortunately this is easily noticeable especially in the mainstream culture, from music like most rap �music� which lyrics so boldly show their pride in these ignorant natures to television that has reality shows based on drama, which is once again a result of ones insecurities. Getting back to myself�Many might consider me as being a little �cold� and they probably get this because I don�t play social incentive games which is what alot of interaction is, and if ones behaviors contradicts one of my personal morals than I won�t give them any leverage, or in other words encouragement �but once you understand this you�ll realize my cold disposition is a misconception. I seem to wear my beliefs on my sleeve however that saying goes and try not to care what others think of me. Overall I value intelligence however think that most �intelligent� people are only intelligent on based on things they�ve been taught through books and school, in which they only memorize or remember information given to them. Not too many people posses a deep abstract thought process, and critical common sense. I don�t like governments, church or school systems as being the bases of ones beliefs as they are all innately flawed, created by mankind, and they limit the possibility of true thought. I think people look to these systems because they represent a sense of security and control, in that way they don�t have to worry about thinking for themselves, �knowledge� is just given to them. Overall I value my life very much and wish to experience everything that is humanly possible, both the yin and the yang, from the most blissful ecstasy to the most sorrowful. |
|
