I�m holding my pain
Away from the light
I won�t give it up
Without a fight
Don�t try to change me
They�ve already tried
I�ll stay the same if you please
I won�t give up my lies
Chorus:
Just go away
Go far away
Your words
Are pointless
Talk to the birds
I�m restless
A new challenge
For a new day
Why do I bother
Anyway
I�ll just stay the same
Get up in the morning
Just lay there in bed
Spend my time ignoring
The pain in my head
The pain that throbs
Is hard to ignore
Like the yapping of dogs
Behind my door
Chorus
I�ll search for a change
In the way I live life
I�ll widen the range
Of the stuff I like
But it doesn�t make a difference
It doesn�t help at all
I�ll wind up restless
No matter who I call
I�m fine the way that I am
So why do you bother
With changing my hand
Chorus
The cards life�s dealt me
I will have to play
So I don�t care if I wind up restless
Another day
~erika boal