don't kill me
don't thrill me
don't waste my time
don't force me to try
i just want to lie here
and enjoy my cry
the more useless life is
the better off i am
i don't believe in living
it's all a big scam
all of life
is just pointless pain
it kicks you in the butt
and leaves you in the rain
life laughs at your mistakes
and makes you look life a
FOOL
others enjoy
life's little 'thrills'
when i think of their luck,
and what luck they have
life treats them well
and me like shit,
it makes me want to die
i don't try to live
i just float away
lost in the rain
lost in my pain
~erika boal