fortune granted me
one more chance
i took it thinking
maybe it will be better
blind hope filling
a rotted soul
you saw me on that night
desparate for a savior
looking for an answer
throwing away my faith
you did nothing
when i took that chance
suddenly you saw me again
as if i'd just appeared
i didn't matter before
there will be a time
when i don't matter again
~erika boal