got away from the truth
of who i am
i can't deny my past
can't say it's a sham
what i believed
what i treasured
is gone forever
because i forgot
myself
in this living hell
what i figured
is how i still think
no matter what i say
it's still reality
not useless anymore
just used
lost track of score
i can't deny my past
because i am my past
~erika boal