i cannot feel myself
under this costume
do you like the way i look
do i make you swoon
do i mean anything to you
other than 'he's cute'
do you all support me
or am i another pin up
when my future finally
catches me
will you still support my dream
when i have lost my boyish charm
will you still support my feeling
when i step up here
i hear you cheer
i hear you scream my name
is it real love
or puppy love
or a full blown obsession
can i be normal
like the hot guy at school
can i be him
instead of me
at least he knows
who his friends are
~erika boal