crucified
upon my own desires
screaming for my
own salvation
a thousand miseries
i have endured
a thousand more
to come
rust covered nails
driven through my
soft skin
bones cracking
breaking
nerves screaming
raw from the
ruthless pain
nailed to the
symbolic crosss
of reality
burdened
by humanity
as i struggle to
carry on with
life
i slowly bleed
away my strenght
and still they
must torture me
~erika boal