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Yes, ang boring ng Acquaintance Party namin. Pianaka boring na Acquaintance Party na na-experience ko. Siguro masasabi kong pinakamasaya at memorable yung first two years. Parati naman kasing ganun yung sequence, or "order" ng party/program eh. Pciture Taking - Sayaw - Games - Sayaw - Games - Hanap ng best in costume - kainan - awards ng best in costume - free dance. Nakakasawa!! Kahit na yun na ang last Acquaintance Party, oo! Nagrereklamo partin ako! Dapat hindi naman sayaw. Ibahin naman nila noh. Pero wala rin, aalis na rin kami. Ang gulo. Siyet. Nakakatamad ikwento kung ano ang nangyari dahil boring talaga. Basta boring. Okay, enough said.

Naawa ako kay Isaiah kanina. Ewan. Kasi ang kulit niya pinilit niya talagang tumugtog pa sa Party. Dapat hindi na, kasi bulok ng speaker ng OBSA tapos konti lang ang nakaka-appreciate ng classical guitar music sa school namin! Buti na lang hindi ako sumama, dahil alam kong maiinis lang ako dahil hindi naman makikinig yung mga kids as Party... siyempre maiinis ako nun! Diba? Basta... Ikaw ba naman pag may gusto kang tugtugin, or iparinig sa mga tao tapos hindi ka pinakinggan, edi magagalit ka diba??

Grabe, sobrang crush ko na talaga si Kate*. Sasabihin ko na dapat sa kanya kanina, kaya lang, wala eh... masyado na akong "na-trauma" sa nangyari dati. Tapos pag sinabi ko pa yun, pwedeng magalit sakin yung isa pang "nagmamahal" sa kanya. Bukod dun, ewan ko na. nawiwirduhan lang talaga ako sa kanya kasi kahit na tuksuhin kami ng mga classmates namin, wala parin siyang pakialam! Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako na-inlove sa kanya... nagka-crush ako sa kanya nung 4^th Qtr nung 3^rd yr. Hindi ko naman akalaing babalik pala yung feelings... at mas naging grabe pa. Siyet. Iba talaga siya, lalo na pag mag-gitara. Magaling para sa babae. Ang bilis pa matuto! Makulit din siya tapos sobrang saya kasama.

**Hindi si Kate (a.k.a. Catherine) na nagsa-sign sa gbook ko ah! Kate na classmate ko ang tinutukoy ko.**

Got the thing from Catherine.
INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love broccoli
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies --- (before!)
10. I watch "One Tree Hill"
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George W. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last month
17. I have a NISSAN and a pool
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate rain
24. I drink healthy juice
25. Punk rock music rules
26. I hate Bill Gates
27. I love Vietnamese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have short hair
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Afghan
34. My legs are two different sizes I refuse to believe my legs are identical...
35. I have a twin
36. I wear those long ass socks
37. I can roll my tongue.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I'm obsessed with italian food
40. I know how to french braid
41. I can be pessimistic or optomistic whenever I want
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I skateboard/snowboard
44. I think that skateboarders are HOT
45. I'm in a band
46. I have talent (everybody has one) <-- Doi!!
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. my favorite color is either blue, red, or white
52. I practically live in sweatshirts
53. I love to shop
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm a prep, shop at hollister
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I know how to square dance
60. I have a unibrow
61. I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mom
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I know how to play the tuba
66. I need coffee to say alive
67. I had a girlfriend before
68. I've been rejected by someone before
69. I currently like someone and she has no idea that I like her
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was.
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I loved Rush Hour
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter trilogy
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be dopey
7. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe
88. I dont mind country music
89. I would die for my friends
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. I would love to be demi moore because ashton kutchers a major hottie
94. I love the Beatles.. they're classic
95. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl'
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have to fart
99. I want this damned thing to be over!
100. I'm happy.

I kras Kate, by the way. (I'm talking about Kate, my classmate)

I'm sick, thats why I'm absent today.

Because I'm stuck here in the house, I answered this copy-paste thingo:
Masarap ba magmahal?
- Masarap? Oo naman! Ang tamis nga eh, sobra.
Mahirap ba masaktan?
- Kailangan pa bang tanungin yan? Immune na ako diyan. Parati naman akong nasasaktan eh. :)
Mahirap ba mainlove sa taong may mahal na iba?
- Hindi naman masyado...
Mahirap ba pag may taong sobrang mahal ka pero d mo naman mahal?
- Wala naman nagmamahal sakin eh! Kaya hindi ko alam yan...
Mahirap ba pag yung mahal mo ay mahal ka rin pero d pwedeng maging kayo?
- Uhmm. It happened to "us" once. Hindi naman mahirap yun noh! Ata? Basta alam mong mahal ka niya, at mahal mo siya, masaya na rin yun!
Mahirap ba pag pinagpanggap kng bf/gf ng mahal mo para pagselosin mahal nya?
- Aba siyempre! Pero okay lang kung hindi naman siya mahal ng mahal niya... gets?

God is giving you just 5 more minutes to live, anong 3 bagay ang sasabihin mo sa taong mahal mo?
- 1. Sorry sa lahat ng ginawa ko sayo.
-2. Ewan ko lang kung maniniwala ka, pero hanggang ngayon naman mahal parin kita eh, kahit medyo nabago yung pagtingin ko sayo.
-3. Babantayan kita parati. :)
Pinaka heartwrenching words na sasabihin sayo ng mahal mo, kung saan maiiyak ka talaga pag sinabi sayo yun?
-"Mahal din naman kita eh, ikaw lang eh. Ang tagal mo manligaw... bakit ka ganun? Hinintay kita, pero ang tagal mo. Nakakainis ka."
Ano sasabihin mo sa isang taong ayaw maniwala na mahal mo sya?
- "Bakit ba ayaw mong maniwala? Hindi mo ba matanggap na mahal na kita?"
Ano ang pinaka masakit: iniwan ka, niloko ka, pinaasa ka, o pinaniwala ka na mahal ka niya kht may mahal siyang iba?
- Pareho lang yung niloko at yung pinaniwala. Yung pinaasa at yung niloko. grabe, sobrang sakit yung papa-asahin ka ng isang tao diba? Basta.
Have u ever given up on love?
- Yeah.
Was there ever a time n talgang pinagaralan mong mahalin ang isang tao?
- I did it once. Napamahal naman siya sakin. Don't ask who.
Can lovers be friends after the break up?
- Why not? :)
Ano masasabi mo sa taong sobrang possesive?
- Sana magka-gf ako ng ganun... Para masaya!! Wala akong masabi eh.
Ano masasabi mo sa taong sobrang selosa?
- Di ba kapareho narin to ng taong possessive?
Ano masasabi mo sa mga taong sobrang martyr pagdating sa love?
- Ako yan! Hehe. Dati. Wala, lagi silang nasasaktan.
Ano masasabi mo sa mga taong nagpipigil sa love?
- Arte naman! Pigil pigil ek-ek ka pa! Kung mahal mo, mahal mo! Nampucha!
Ano masasabi mo sa mga playgirl?
- Panget tignan, diba?
Ano masasabi mo sa mga salawahan?
- Mga gago / gaga sila.

I'm not supposed to blog today / tonight... but I needed to update the Links section...so there.

I really really had fun this past 2 days in school. :) Iuno why... Mababaw ang kaligayahan ko okay? Basta 4A knows about it. Shet, ayokong mainlab sa kanya.

I want to tell you how much I care
But you don't even listen, which is too painful to bear
Even if I make you see,
You never seem to notice me

I try to text you, but you hardly reply
I want to spend time with you, but you're never by my side
I want to talk to you, but you don't have the time
It's hard for me, because you are not mine

You inspire me a lot, you push me through
Despite the problems, I have only you
Not seeing you just makes me blue
Believe me, for what I'm saying is true

I don't know why I like you so much
Even if I know that I can't feel your touch
I accept the fact the we don't have a chance to start,
Because I know you'll just break my heart

Are you so blind, that you cannot see?
No one can love you more than me
These words will remain forever true,
I want you to know that I love you...
************************************************************

This poem was written by Korinne 3 years ago, back in the first year days. I've longed to see this poem again since third year. Luckily, Chiqui found the original copy because Korinne wrote it at the back of Chiqui's first year HomeRoom notebook. I believe Korinne wrote the peom in less than an hour and was created out of boredom (and inspiration of course). I was actually forbidden to see / read the poem at first, but since Chiqui is pilya, she showed it to me a week after. I now have a photocopy of the poem, since Chiqui does'nt want to give me the original one. =( Honestly, I really love the poem... obvious naman eh. Kahit na may "text" dun. Yun lang yung nagpapangit, pero okay lang!� Gosh, I miss first year days... Many "firsts"... Haha.

Sh*t, ang barok ko na mag-english. di na ko marunong!! Help meeeeeehhh!

Went to school this morning to attend the Parent Orientation. I was one of the models. Haha. Pinalitan ko si Ace sa CAT uniform. Nagreklamo nga ako after the modelling eh. Sabi ko, "dapat promoted na kami nito!". By the way, Jessica Chua was my partner.

Shit. I'm so heartbroken. T***inang yan.... ang sakit ng mga salita niya sakin. I never thought this would happen to me. Ibang klase yung mga salita niya.

Oooohhhkeee... It has been a week na pala. Sobrang hirap bumangon, pero buti na lang may sumalo at tumutulong sa akin. Buti na lang lagi siyang nasa tabi ko at nakikinig sa mga kuwento ko, kahit na minsan ay naiinis siya sa mga paulit-ulit kong kwento. Argh.. grabe natoh! Buti na lang talaga nandun siya para sakin.. Eh pano kaya kung wala pa siya? Siguro patay (don't take it literally) na ako ngayon. Hay grabe. Sinabi ko na ngang ayaw kong mahulog sa kanya... pero anong magagawa ko? Siya pa itong lumalapit kung minsan, siya lagi kong nakikita? Ang gulo. Ang masama pa nito, alam ko namang sisirain niya lang ako sa bandang huli. Basta. Hindi niyo ako maiintindihan.

Whoa, ang drama ko ah. Ang lungkot ko kasi eh.

Hey, I can't believe I was able not to blog for more than a week. I got really busy this week. I joined the OBMCSA Dance Club! Yey! We have training / practices everyday after class from 5-6 in the afternoon. In addition to that, I have my weight training (after the dance training thingy) which lasts for about one and a half hour... so I expect myself to arrive home at about 1945 hours in the following days. Err... ang hirap talaga, kaya I decided to the gym every Sundays in order to make-up for the days I will lose. gets? Kasi expected naman na hindi ako everyday makaka-gym pag weekdays kaya kailangan bumawi sa Sunday. Isa pa, sayang yung pera. Hehe.

Dance Club topic naman. Ayun, sumali ako nung Tuesday tapos tinanggap din kaagad ako. Hindi na nga ako nag-audition eh, sinabi ko lang na for the past three years, lagi akong kasali sa mga batch dance presentations. And besides, IISA lang ang lalake dun sa Dance Club kaya napilitan na rin si Mrs. delos Trinos na tanggapin kami. wahaha. I'm having a great time during practices nga eh. Basta, kahit na mukha akong tanga or bakla eh okay lang. Bakit mukhang tanga? Kasi kasama ko puro babae tapos ballet pa yung pinag-aaralan. Anyways parang crash course lang naman daw yun. Next week ata jazz na eh? Sana nga, ayoko na mag ballet no! One more thing, kasama rin pala sa Dance training na yun yung stretching. Grabe! Basta ang hirap. Pero pabor naman sakin yun dahil nakakatangkad din yun eh.

Au revoir! ^_^

Two days after my "comeback" at the gym, nagform na ulit yung upper 'abs' ko. Haha. Ang saya. Pero medyo masakit siya ha. Ewan ko kung bakit... basta masaya.

This blog is for today's birthday girl, Maui!!� Haha. Tanda mo na ate! Haha. peace tayo. ^_^ Basta pag birthday ko dapat specail mention din ako ha? hihi. Joke. :)

May matinding nangyayari sa buong fourth year highschool na OBSA ngayon. Yari ako!! Arghh!!

ASide from that, ang dami ko pang problema. Haay nako. Masyadong hectic ang schedule ko. Kinukulang pa ako sa pera. Oo, pera. May pinagiipunan kasi ako, kaya todo-todo ang pagtitipid ko. Nahahalta niyo naman siguro iyon, mga schoolmates ko. Nakikita niyong kung anu-ano na lang ang kinakain ko basta makaipon lang. Oo, ganun ako ka-determinado para maabot ang gusto ko. Balang araw, makikita niyo rin kung ano ang pinagipunan ko. :) Bukod pa diyan, meron din sa lovelife. Na-realize kong sobrang wala akong pag-asa kay Kate. At eto pa: sobrang nami-miss ko si ano... si kilala mo na yun. Ang hirap pala. Basta. Nga pala, pati sa Dance Club! Kailangan mag-choreograph kami (mga boys) ng isang hiphop dance. Argh. Kailangan magka-idea ako by Monday para makapagsimula na kami. Kailangan malufet, para astig. Hehe.