Play hide and seek I�ll hide among the stones
no one will find me I�ll blend with the stones
play hide and seek I�ll hide among the stares
why won�t you find me I�m left all alone
a new game has started without me by their side
they play their new game and laugh while I die
play hide and seek i�ll hide among the stares
they won�t come and find me I died all alone
play hide and seek i�ll hide among the stares
they won�t come and find me I died all alone
My Mother was a whore
I feel so useless
it�s all because of you
I have no self esteem
cause you never gave a shit
never knowing who to trust
cause every word was a lie
born from your whorish ways
I was damned from the start
bitter ruthless fucking cunt
always had your legs spread wide
a failure I will always be
you always made me feel like shit
forever living with this pain
the only thing you gave to me
Dont ask me if i�m okay
filling, my head with meaningless shit
constant lies betray my trust for you
I�m fucked look at me and what you�ve done
withdrawn, secluded in my own mind
friends die leaving me all alone
confused I�ve lost it all where do I stand
I�ve lived my life under your thumb
by your rules now its time to break out
the implements of murder
filling my head with meaningless shit
fuck me every chance that you get
withdrawn secluded in my own mind
friends die leaving me all alone
Homophobe
bible thumping hypocritical
scum religious freak
neo-nazi bald headed cross burning geek
middle class materialistic apathetic creep
a homophobic person could be anyone you meet
homophobic bastard you�re a complete waste to me
fuck your right wing views
that guide your sick mentality
(repeat from beginning)
Union of Flies
Disgusting union of miscreants
propaganda fed through lies
raging all their holy wars
church and state must be abhorred
invade our lives to push their god
teach the kids to fear and hate
young minds are there for them to take
break the molds that they create
destroy this
union of flies
stop this
union of flies
end this
union of flies
fuck this
union of flies
Untitled
left here, madness rotting
I can�t see
black spots in my mind
my life�s a blur
release me
i�m sinking down
god help me
I�m sinking down
who�s this looking at me
reflection
I hate you to see me
stop pointing at me
release me
i�m sinking down
god fuck me
in too deep
vagueness in my eyes
i�m fucking dead
in the end they�re going to get you
you�re not my friend
release me
i�m sinking down
god kill me
in too deep
Wishful thinking pt.III
sitting here just thinking
about how I wish I wasn�t here
and the inconvenience for you
that I wasn�t supposed to be here
of all the things you could do
raise a child you didn�t want
throughout my fucked up life
this you�ve shown me again and again
Zippergate
Subjugating the underclass, binding their morality, overwhelming irony
Presidential rhetoric, tapping into biases, leery of lower-class sexuality
Wealthy class mentality, demand responsibility, engaged in promiscuity
Consciously harsh welfare reform, snatching alms from impoverished moms
Putting millions in poverty
Moralistic hypocrisy
Presidential fallacy
Moralistic hypocrisy
Presidential fallacy
Noize Not Music
Why can�t you understand
What you do and I do are not the same
Your beliefs are yours and mine are mine
But who am I to say
Other people and money control you
Puppet fuck corporations fist fuck you
Everyday and you say, "pull my strings"
I�ll never look or be like you other
Other people and money control you
Puppet fuck go the hell away
Arguments the same
You weren�t around
Your depth of callousness
Boggles the mind
�Be a good little nigger and say nothing to offend me, your place in society has long been determined�
Past descisions don�t reflect in my eyes
You�re not affected, so there is no obligation to speak of the existence of continued mass oppression
I won�t carry the torch of ignorance
The essence of your privilege is the nature of the problem
Mother Mary
Every year it�s all the same
Mother Mary found in dog shit
Now what�s that say about the church
Floundering around looking, for some faith
In droves and herds, they come to see
Mother Mary crying for you and me
Virgin Mary shows herself to you?
Then you tell us what we should do?
Mold and glared glass, grass and tree sap
Weak followers flock, to gawk at this crap
Every year, it�s the same
Mother Mary found in dog shit
What�s that say about today�s religion
We�ll listen to some idiot
Some revelation is revealed to you
You�ve got the blessing to tell us what to do
You tell us to pray for a better way or
Bad things will happen to you
Rev. Anus
Blame sewn from
Ill chosen words that are full of contempt and hate
Toward them, rights are forced again
To die off, or live to fight
We must learn to face their conviction
Blind hatred that is thy god
But I suffer
Beneath your fear and hate
You make me the convicted one
Blasting from your shit-filled hole
Doing what your god deems right
be all you can be
joined the force hoping to change my life
army wants you
blinded by ignorance and wanting
army wants you
shaved my head then dressed us up the same
army wants you
lost my identity, played their game
army wants you
feeding the beast, i'm now their machine
extreme contempt
feeling is not accepted
tolerance will never be
understand
just backing away
never ask
be blunt but obscure
keep the hurt on the inside
cause if really doesn't matter (to them)
i am diseased, a mess of hell
a dirty child is how I will be
i do not take grief
unresponsive
in the ways that you want me to feel
in your eyes
limited
by the way that you want me to be
blackened
eyes
focus
black lungs will breathe
black
souls
breed
for worthless needs
i am diseased, a mess of hell
a dirty child is how we will be
fuck all critics
criticize what you don't like
narrow mind holds you back
telling me what you like
so I can change and make it right
fuck you prick, I'll take you out
because there is no talent in your head
you tell me and force your thoughts
it doesn't make your opinion right
why so loud
drop your band
mindless fuck
shut the fuck up
if you don't like the music here
then get the fuck out the scene
you can start your own band
but there's no talent in your head
why so loud
drop your band
mindless fuck
shut the fuck up
helpless/ hopeless
repeated self attacks
to make this other self go 'way
push the needle deeper into the emptiness within
to numb what's not there
i can not make decisions
failing's all i know to do
so please, hear my voice
stifled cries keep me awake (at night)
i know they're coming from inside
they say that i am un-clean
to feel this pain inside
memories are there to remind me
of what all i've failed
some how get warmth within me
the bitter cold is killing me
alone is how i stand
is depression/ one of the things/ we're punished for/ from "the garden"
i do not understand
how "man" can be so cruel
and turn their backs away
on another/ man
i can't come crawling/ out
at times it feels so/ hard
god knows I've tried
so do not laugh/ until you've tried/ to fucking see/ the way I do
i see the things coming for me
i can not hide away
i can't go on
i must, go on
So�..
Drowning in the disgust that I have for myself,
Disgusted with the image mirrored of myself,
Irritated with everything causing pain,
Watching warm poison pour from my veins.
Sickened by the voice coming from within,
Blasphemy is the worst of my damned sins.
Stomach in knots to face another day,
Callous I�ve become; I feel better this way
Callous i"ve become i feel better this way!
i surprise, i lie awake, i fucked you,
But you, run, don"t play
Don"t play, i don"t care
i know killing you, my own way
Never telling you, what i"m gonna do
i feel sorry for you, come on play again
You lead a sheltered life
You place, trust lost
i hate you, so what
i love you, with pain
Have a nice day, why are you afraid of me?
What"d I do? Fuck reality
Try again, what a great escape
Madness, my way
I need you, for me
My heads so, fucked up
I need you, for fun
So, why fuck you
I hate you
You"re so
Nothing
stop
sometimes
you wonder
who are
the real animals
kill- to give us life?
murder- to benefit man?
(i can't stand to see and hear about such atrocities
in our "beloved" nation we make our home ,a home full of freedoms, but
there is no freedom to kill)
shocking images
must bring about some change
it's time
to give a voice to those who die�
screaming- to ease the pain
dieing- life in vein
vivisect yourself / free your mind / inject shampoo into your cocks/ force penetrate hairsprays and perfumes into your cunts/ let's put you on the testing table and see how you fare/ cruel? yes, but they are your ways/ you created/ now enjoy/ for their safety - i will infect you with cancer/ while your co-worker gets treatment/ you superiors will have cloned cocks on their foreheads/ semen in their eyes/ don't beg/ don't plea/ you never listened/ to the animals/ stop, you fucking shit!
The James Byrd Theme
Please god help me
Darkness all around
A target of a hate crime
Is what I'm about to be
It's so cold and I feel so alone
Terrifying fear my life's coming to an end
Tears roll down
My battered face
This is all
Because of my race
Why these men would do this to a man
It's the theme of what we have become
For their "pride" this man has died
To stop this hate just look inside
For their "pride" this man has died
To stop this hate just look inside
the only thing i suffer from is a headache from listening to your bullshit
If i were a gun i'd blow off the head of society, runny bloody chunks falling lifeless
Shards of conformity
Follow blindly- in your fucked up world
See myself- in nothing you do
Smeared upon the wall your senseless reality does not apply, see nothing with both faces bound
Beg for me to let you live
Follow blindly- till it is too late
Blind to follow- are your leaders
zippergate
subjugating the under-class, binding their mortality, overwhelming irony
presidential rhetoric, tapping into bias, leery of lower-class sexuality
wealthy-class mentality, demand responsibility, engaging in promiscuity
consciously harsh welfare reform, snatching alms from impoverish moms, putting millions in poverty
moralistic hypocrisy
presidential fallacy
moralistic hypocrisy
presidential fallacy
Black
To young to know about barriers, learned from the beginning
Opening your eyes to truth in full, language now betrays us
Black, is not "evil"
And white, doesn't mean "purity"
Language causes
Blind hate, tears us into fighting
They got you signed in blood
Use of words, long past used
Passed down with that in mind
"be careful what you say"
your mind�..
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To young to know about barriers, learned from the beginning
Opening your eyes to truth in full, language now betrays us.
Kill or be killed
Reward you to kill a man
When you work for them (Uncle Sam)
Condemn you for a death of man
When done on your own
Legalized murders sit on death row
Not really fair, but that�s the rules
But in the end, you know who's to lose
Fantasy and reality/ separated/ by authorization
Just wait/ till your older/ join the army/ kill and you'll get your praise
The praise, the praise runs rivers, and so you'll kill again
Double standards, on murder, but their way, but their way is quite alright
"Desensitized by games and Hollywood"
We know their lies
It's control, it's control, it's control
They all must have
Proctor and Gamble
In my head
noise not musick
feel the pain
feels real good
fall to your knees
pray to something
can't even see
taught not to question
taught only to believe
catholic church
violent institution
millions killed
in the name of religion
taught not to question
taught only to believe
structure built
on fear and hate
love might not get
you into heavens gate
taught not to question
taught only to believe
