SOMETIMES
Sometimes I hate being in love with you
But only because of the pain I cause myself
Sometimes I hate how you mainly have girl friends
But thats just my insecturities in myself
Sometimes I just hate to hate you
But thats only because of my stupid thoughts
Sometimes I want to say good-bye to you
Only because I think it would hurt less
Sometimes I wish I never met you
But then my life wouldn't be as good as it is now
Sometimes I want to hurt you
But only because I hurt myself and think insecure things
Why do you still love me when there r so many more?
Why do you still put up with me when I'm such a bitch?
If you could have her - would u still want me?
I don't think so
I wonder if we will still be together,
In August
And still as much in love as today.
Bec Spence, 6- 6- 01
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