Letter 2 Chay
Chay, The events that have occurred in my life over the past
month and a bit have really made me realize what is important in my life,
and who I can count on when times are difficult.
I am extremely lucky that I can turn to you with any problem or situation
and you will be there to listen, give me advice, and comfort me. Not many
people can say they have someone like you in their life because there are
very few people like you out there. You are so real, so true, and so loyal.
You give me the courage to do things I didn't think I would ever do, and the
strength to keep going when I don't think I can. Life is so much better when
you have someone in it who is there to encourage you like you do for me.
My life in general is a thousand times richer because I know you. I am so
honored that you have chosen me of all to give so much of your time and attention
to. It's like I am in a very good dream, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. If
I ever think I am not deserving of your love, I just resolve that I will do
everything I can to be there for you and be whatever you need. I know exactly
what you mean when you say that our connection is so powerful. I know we would
never want it to end and hopefully it never will. I feel as nothing could
ever tear me away from you--not distance, not any disagreement, and certainly
not any other guy because as far as I am concerned, there is only one guy
for me in this entire universe, and that is you. Only you can make sense out
of all the drama that happens to me. Only you can make me feel so warm inside
from a simple thing like saying "Hello?". or hearing ur voice when u call
me on the phone. Only you make me feel so comfortable and confident about
my life.
Every time I think of the person you are, I am filled with so much pride.
I am extremely proud of you, Chay. I give people an ear-full about all the
things you do! I've never met an individual so committed to so many things,
and you do everything to the best of your ability. You don't short-change
yourself or anyone else. Do you realize how much of a leader you are? I sooo
admire your confidence and belief in yourself. This will take you very, very
far. I know your family and friends are just as proud of you as me--anyone
who knows you would be. Anyone who knows you would love you.
I guess what I am trying to say in this midst of all these thoughts that are
just flowing is that you are everything to me. You make the sun rise and set
for me every day. There is nothing I want more in the entire world than to
spend all my years with you. If I had 3 wishes, the first would be for you
to be happy, because that is my greatest wish for you. The second would be
for us to always be together and for us to keep growing together and learning
from each other like we do now. The third would be for us to be rich But seriously
baby, when I think of all the dreams and goals I have for my future...they
all include you. You are always in the picture. Now that I've met you, how
could I possibly consider life without you?
Never think for one minute that I could think of not being with you. Chay,
you keep me focused and calm and you make me laugh. That's exactly what I
am going to need as I try to reach my goals and I promise I will do everything
I can to help you reach yours.
Chay T Neal, I love you, with all my heart. I am completely in love
with you. I've never known what this feels like before. You give me the most
incredible feeling. There is no doubt for me. You are the one and only love
of my life. Thank you for being all that I need in this world.
Love always and forever -
...::BEC::... xox
Love
grows old with the time that will pass.
But the one with that feels right was the day I feel
for Chay.
The love may be lonely,
Sometimes you feel you're the only one,
but if you look in your heart you will see,
it's only them that really matters.
So when people are mean and make you wonder why I love Chay,
I'll shake my head and say to myself,
Their opinions don't matter.
I'll be true to myself and be true to my heart.
Only few loves come, and only the true ones last.