"от сексуального мольчика с давно красными волоссами, для сексуальной девойки с недавно красными волоссами"
Next Chapter 29 Oct. 2004.
HOLY EFF I love it. Eww. Tacconi. She is talking about pre-historic midgets. Midgets or dwarves. Apparently a midget is just really short. Dwarves have deformities. Gah.
Day went well thus far - Am dressed in wide black zipper pants, "Cooler ways to die" anti-smoking shirt, Black dickies hoodie that I found because it was lost, and my hair looks great. And my acne is indeed getting beter. Am beginning to think that possible Чико signed on toothpastebutter for the sole reason of making me all weirded-out. And he didn't message me. maybe he wanted me to message him? -so- wish had friends like Jude and Shazzer to help dissect and dismember and isolate ever minute trait that he presented yesterday. Hmmm. His profile said nothing, but he hadn't used that screen name in a while so it's understandable. Why was henot on his 'new' sn?
HAH! Tacconi is talking about origin of Halloween. origin of bobbing for apples is goddess of whatever whose symbol is the apple. Hecate. I know it. Ugh! Definitely cannot escape wrath or JAK. Anyway. What was his reason for being on an old screen anme that he made because of ME?! Hm. Then put up an away message: Wear a costume to school tomorrow and you might get a free strip tease! or something like that. And ida messaged me saying for me and everyone else to dress up in a costume today. Was going to wear Jak's clothes, but I think that bastard mom threw them away. not to get a strip-tease, however, Wanted to please ida only.
So! Still morning, I walked upstairs to see Cari who made me look into the lower commons and see Jesse swathed in a [newpage] [header: I <3 DOTS!] purple robe-easque get-up. Heh. And then i explained to her, emphasizing my joy of finishing my second volume with such a boom! ok...ok...And then.
Chelsea.
Chelsea my love. Presented me. With. A. Comphrehensive Russian Book for beginners! Woot! I handed it to Ирина at the start of class today and she has been reading it all period. because it is mostly Russian. Heeh. I love Chelsea now. Tacconi is giving out cany. And i have a paper full of Russian sland and fould language. Am debating on whether or not should gabble on about the sudden unblokage. but I shouldn't get more excited than reasonable in case all is a mean joke anyway.
And it probably is. Oh. Fucking. Well.
Will see Billy at movies this weekend, but must keep it all covert lest mom find out and kill me. My neck hurts. Going to write ida a note, will write later.
Pa-ka!
Яша
Sunday Oct 30 Halloween oooh spooky. 2:00AM
Ultimately the BEST night of my life since the days of Чико. Went to live showing of the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Was very cool and graduated Sami Jo did the makeup. Much arousing to see so many people my age and dressed up in drag and such. you could see brad's junk through his underwear and there was even a scene [newpage] where Frank pulled open brad's undergarments and had a peek.
Would have like to be Frank. Or Brad. Brad was hot, sut so was this BJ kid who is presumably straight and Joe [who came dressed as trannie] was the highlight of my evening. joe is a very skinny sexy tall boy about my age. Did not get to talk to him after the show or get his numbers, sn, etc. lost cause, sigh, But did make bold reference to my ex-boyfriend [hehe, Чико] when around Joe. I think joe is straight. Anyway, was very cute dumb-looking kid with large make-outable lips.
Came home and made conclusion to coerce Karen Kiefer [vice pres. scottdale showtime] to host RHPS in Scottdale Showtime. Whoo. And...
...tomorrow is going splendidly. Will go to movies. First, Megan will pick me up. then Blaine. And then I am intending on Jumping in the backseat with blaine and starting, or at least attempting, to have sex. Heeh. Will ve very fun and risque. like will get in back with Blaine and talk for a while and get all flirty and hope he doesn't kill me. But he knows he'd liek to have sex. So am intending on having sex. Megan will be bewildered. And the, once get to mall. or. Well. Once get to movies, will 'meat' up with Ellie and Billy! Ooh. he will be hot, I will be weird and ????ful. i hope he likes me! Hope to make out with Billy during movie but do not know if he is as slutty as me [very slutty] and has no moral obligations. Anyway...the day was still more wonderful. ???Cari more--->???? [newpage] Went online for a while and was in depressed nostalgic slump when Sam signed on and asked me if i had seen 'Saw' yet, See, 'Saw' [pun not intended]is the movie whose preview Cari and i saw when we saw the forgotten and wanted to see real bad. And i told that to Sam, and that i am going to the movies tomorrow [today] and might see that. And then. Something glorious happened. Sam said 'Oh, because I wanted to know if you wanted to go to see it today with Me and Steve [Senko, also jesse's friend!]"
HAH! Was excited but let down since live RHPS is a rare and nonmissable occasion.
Then was talking about Чико and why neither of us talk to him anymore. he said he Чико said that the reason he heard was that I called way too much and bugged him. Which, if you'd read Volume I, you'd see that that is a lie. So asked Sam why he never speaks to Чико. he said generally the same thing, only that once thay got into a big fight 'coz Jesse told everyone a big secret of Sam's. i forgot about it, though I know it so Sam dropped a hint having to do with Tom green. And then I understood. I was like 'Ho yeah! i remember, he told me!'
Then i said about how I only like to write with uniball pens and how jesse said 'thats what we used to call sam!' Sam said 'that fuckin prick!"
hehe So good to have someone on my side and know my position. All in all, this is the best day since Чико. And on halloween halloween, too!
Will write tomorrow. Expect great things! -jackie-