It is so great to hear from you once again. And I must apologize in the delay in sending this reading to you, as I have had horrible computer problems � I had to completely reformat the system �UGH! Not fun � as I am sure you can relate. LOLNow onto your reading! What I shall do here is try to address each individual question at a time. However, there is already a strong indication to me that your questions are in fact linked when it comes down to the �end result.� But you shall soon see what I mean.We shall begin with your first question � regarding your family and parents � as I do feel that this is in fact a more pressing concern for you (and rightly so).
Firstly hon I have to be honest in what I feel and see � and right now a lot of the pain still feels very fresh between your parents. However they are definitely trying hard within themselves to try and get along for you and your siblings. It will take some time yet for many wounds within the entire family to heal � and once again sweetie I have to be honest with you � even after quite some time has passed (about another year to year and a half hon) � there will still be much nervous tension felt whenever your parents are in the same room. I do still see the odd �disagreement� happen between your parents � and yes � siblings as well � for another year or so. It is so very unfortunate that two people � who were so very much in love before all this � are now separating into two separate paths once more. This long and rather hurtful process is extremely hard on everyone involved sweetie. I know all too well � I am a child of divorced parents � and now my own children are experiencing it as well. I am seeing sweetie that things WILL smooth out between everyone in the family � but like I said I do not see it as happening rather soon. Unfortunately some time must pass yet before anyone will be able to see any sort of harmony within the family. Both your parents still need to come to terms within themselves with all the hurt � and yes � disappointment as well. But please know that both of them are quite aware of how you are feeling hon � and believe me it hurts them to see everyone behaving the way they are � just as it is hurting you. This is a very trying time for everyone � but it is also a time where everyone should support each other and help each other get through this � instead of bickering amongst each other � and inadvertently causing more upset and tension. Like I said sweetie � things WILL in fact work out between EVERYONE � it�s just that some more time is needed for all the hearts to mend.I would now like to touch upon your question in regards to your health.
Sweetie � all that has been happening to you health-wise recently is in fact mostly due to MUCH STRESS and UPSET. I feel you to be quite drained quite often � both emotionally as well as physically. Stress and upset oftentimes have some adverse effects (and sometimes serious too!) on your health. When a person is drained in such a way as yourself lately (I feel mainly due to 1-your parents and all the tension surrounding them, 2- neglecting yourself as a PERSON). Hon, the best advice I can give you on this is to start trying to listen to your own body more often � and try to take better care of yourself. Love yourself more. In dealing with all the stress surrounding you, have you possibly considering some deep meditations and/or relaxation techniques? These do in fact work wonderfully for many people � maybe you should consider this as well? But hon � as a professional reader � I must also tell you that if ever you feel huge concerns for your health � PLEASE seek the advice of a certified medical practitioner. Don�t just listen to what I am feeling or am being told about your general health sweetie. If something definitely doesn�t feel right to you � then please � promise me that you will see your doctor. I am NOT getting anything serious at all � like I said I feel it is mainly all the stress that you have been experiencing. The BEST thing I could tell you at this point sweetie is for you to � in combination with what I suggested about the meditations/relaxation techniques � is to ALSO visit your doctor. And actually � it may help you to talk to the doctor about all that has been stressing you out lately. He may in fact have even more suggestions for you to help you along. ;) This is where I must tell you � that all the questions you have asked about � they are in fact all related. Everything seems to be at a standstill for you. Your health � like I just mentioned � I FEEL (lol) � is directly linked to what has been happening within the family (because of the stress being experienced). And now �you mentioned that you feel somewhat directionless � not really knowing which way to turn or what path to follow. THIS TOO is linked to all the stress and health issues being experienced. Sweetie � with all the hurt, stress, confusion, and frustration that is surrounding EVERYONE involved �it is no wonder why no one has really made much progress in their growth (everyone within your family I feel is experiencing the very same issues that you are sweetie). No one can really concentrate on where they truly wish to be or where they wish to travel when so much more is on their minds � and so much more is being experienced. All the stress � it is somewhat like being �sidetracked.� Everyone�s attention is more directed at what is happening within the family. And really � a lot of this attention is also subconsciously.But a more in-depth look within you, Erin. You are I feel adding more stress to yourself by pushing yourself too hard to get somewhere (see? Once again you are not listening to your body and inner self). When you do this sweetie, it is like spinning tires in a muddy ditch. At first you may feel a little forward movement � but then all of a sudden fall right back into that same rut again. This is what happens when you push yourself way too hard � and then again � like I said � you already have the stress around you in regards to your family. When a person is stressed out � they really can�t concentrate on anything. For example, I myself cannot concentrate on a reading if I am upset or angry about something. Even students writing exams � they experience some stress � then they �draw a blank� in answering questions � even though they have been studying for that exam for weeks on end. It is quite the same when it comes to directions in life � and all that surrounds us sweetie.You DO have a lot of time ahead of you � I would really try to start pacing yourself � allow yourself time � the less you push yourself hon � the clearer your thoughts will become � and the clearer you will become in realizing the direction you wish to take.But I hold complete faith in you sweetie .., and I feel that pretty much as soon as you read this reading � you will be much more attentive to yourself � and you WILL start moving almost right away. But you know what hon? I am seeing MANY doors opening for you � if you just mainly continue on the path you are on right now � but PACE yourself wisely. Don�t force things hon. All I am being told here hon is for you to just continue on � at a comfortable pace � and many opportunities and ideas will come to you (and it should be immediate hon � you should in fact see a change immediately after you begin to loosen). It seems to me here hon that the main �theme� with Spirit�s message to you is to in fact take care of yourself better and listen to yourself more often. Once you do this � and try to �let go� � many things will present themselves to you � including a few different career choices � and a huge improvement financially. Spirit is not allowing me to �see� what is exactly in �store� for you in regards to career choices � but I think this may be because you will in fact have a few to choose from � and they will in fact be equally rewarding. Spirit really doesn�t wish to �jade� your judgment at this point � because it knows that if you were in fact told what could be down the road for you � that you will inevitably push yourself even harder to reach that point. And in doing that � that would actually be going completely against Spirit�s wish for you to slow down in regards to yourself (take better care, etc.). So ugh � I guess this is why I am not being shown either � I have a big mouth (lol).Your question in regards to traveling � once again this is somewhat linked to everything else that you have so far asked of Spirit. I do in fact see you traveling sweetie � as your heart really desires this � you are a traveler much like myself � and you will thrive in doing so. But � once again it is all a timing game. Unfortunately (as you know I must be honest sweetie) I do not see you traveling much until after much has settled within your self (more peaceful, less stress) � and you are more established on many levels. I am actually seeing much travel for you once college has finished, and you have in fact been within the workforce (after college) for approximately one year. After this one-year period � you will in fact be much more settled (emotionally, physically, financially and career-wise) � and you will indeed then have the means to travel to wherever you wish. And yes, I do see you as traveling with friends � possibly co-workers (Oh boy I hope I didn�t just spill the beans about a possible career decision? I don�t think so � I�m not getting yelled at or anything LOL)I can honestly say that you do have much to look forward to! But like I said � the main �theme� with you right now is �taking care of yourself and slowing down at a more comfortable pace.� Once this is done, then you will see so much more accomplished.
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