Suicide
by: enslaved heart

Her life was full of loneliness
it was all she had ever known.
A love she searched for all her life
had left her empty and alone.

Another day of anger and pain
she could bear no more.
She went to the kitchen, grabbed a knife
and sat down upon the floor.

She raised her eyes towards heaven
and made a final plea.
"I don't understand, tell me God,
why have you abandon me?"

"I tried so hard to please you
I swear I have tried my best.
But if you were trying to stengthen my faith
I am afraid I have failed the test."

"No answers to my questions
I know what I now must do.
As I have come to finally realize
that I matter not even to you."

The cold blade slid across her flesh
She bit her lip feeling the pain.
Bitter-sweet the moment as she smiled to herself
knowing she would never face tomorrow again.

She waited in anticipation
as the minutes passed slowly by.
The last experince she would have in her life
is she would learn how it feels to die.

She felt the life leave her body
as she watched her blood hit the floor.
Then came the moment she longed for the most
and she finally felt sorrow no more.



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