He Tells Me
by: Master Acolyte

And when in time it comes to pass
to be nothing more but in the head dead
in time with the loss of one second past
in life's unending uniform path
comes a time when pain means nothing anymore
and tears can come never more.
Its then that in defiance and mistrust
we resign ourselves to the reality that is not
come the somber hours so long
where all we can do is light our inner selves
for life has become nothing more than shadows
and we are left with our own dreams to delve.

He tells me that I am beautiful
That he hears none other than me
He tells me that I am beautiful
His arms made only for me
He talks as he caresses me
using words that do not exist
of tenderness and forever
I hear nothing but His voice.

I look away from the stares that take an absent airs
as I walk through the streets if my lonely empty life
I take the look of one transparent
I learn to avert my eyes
from Others who are so in love
Look away from those that walk in pairs and are yet one
those that hold each other and each breath so completely they share
Is there an evening, a moment, a second
that I say why should this not be me?
The words soft like the pulse of my heart beat
I know in my dreams I have the right to be happy.

He tells me that I am beautiful
That He hears none other than me
He tells me that I am beautiful
His arms made only for me
Those little lies are silly things
Like a child we do not believe
But my nights slip away from me
And in my dreams I am forced to believe

He tells me that I am beautiful
I see Him run towards me
His hands grab and pull at me
The scene beautiful as in the stories
More treason and sorrow in life doesn't need
He tells me I am His queen
And poor me, I believe
Oh poor me, I believe.



The decieving words of a dominate can be powerful and not even the submissive can see the lies behind the words... or do they and decide that they cannot live without Him anyway, knowing full well that the little world they live in, though painful, is still all they have, filled with tiny moments of perceived pleasure and much pain.
Here are My thougthts as seen from the perspective of the submissive.



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