MY THOUGHTS OF SOMEONE SPECIAL

I REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO SHARE 
GREAT LOVE BETWEEN YOU AND I 
NOW YOU ACT LIKE YOU DON'T CARE
AND I WANT TO CRY

I REMEMBER ALL THE JOY AND FUN
IN ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT 
NOW IT SEEMS LIKE I'M THE ONE 
WHO MUST TRY AND REPENT

FOR MY ACTIONS SEEN AS SIN
COMMITTED IN FRONT OF YOU 
THAT CREATES THE PAIN WITHIN 
ACTIONS I WOULD LIKE TO RENEW

NOT TO REPEAT THEM ONCE MORE
BUT TO START AGAIN FRESH 
NOT ACTING LIKE THE "CARNIVORE"
WHO ONLY CRAVES THE FLESH

ALL MY ACTIONS OF THE PAST
HAVE CAUSED ME TO THINK
THAT GOOD TIMES WILL NEVER LAST
AND INTO DEPRESSION I SINK

I TRIED TO CREATE MY OWN CURE
FOR WHAT I CALL A PLAGUE
UNFORTUNATELY I WASN'T SURE
IF I COULD REALLY BE SAVED

FROM MY ACTIONS OR FROM MYSELF
BECAUSE FOR ME THERE'S NO ONE LEFT
NOW I CAN DO NOTHING ELSE 
BUT SIT ALONE THINKING OF DEATH