RUNNING I'VE RUN FROM MY PROBLEMS, MY PAIN AND EVEN MYSELF I'VE DIED SO MANY TIMES THAT THERE'S NOTHING LEFT NO THAT'S NOT TRUE I'M SORRY THAT I LIED TO YOU I AM INFINITE MY GIVING WILL NEVER BE THROUGH I'VE WANTED TO QUIT GIVING MY ALL TO THE UNWORTHY THOSE WHO EVEN WITHOUT INTENTION WILL STILL HURT ME THE ONLY REALITY THAT I HAVE EVER KNOWN IS PAIN EVER SINCE THE FIRST TIME THAT MY HEART WAS SLAIN SO I USE THAT AS THE MAIN FUEL FOR MY FIRE I CAN'T GIVE UP THERE'S TOO MANY THINGS THAT I DESIRE SO INSTEAD OF RUNNING FROM I HAVE TO RUN TO ALL THE THINGS THAT BRING PAIN TO LEARN SOMETHING NEW