AT A POINT I THOUGHT MY DAYS OF WRITING POETRY HAD GONE BUT AGAIN I FIND MYSELF SINGING THE SAME OLD SAD SONG THE PAIN THE HURTING THE SADNESS AND THE SORROW BEAUTIFUL SUN RAYS BRIGHT LIKE MY HOPE FOR TOMORROW THIS VICIOUS CYCLE IT APPEARS I'M DESTINED TO FALL BECAUSE THERE HAS NEVER BEEN ANY SUCCESS FOR ME AT ALL IT'S PROBABLY ALL MY FAULT I PUT MY HEART ON THE LINE SHARP LIKE RAZORS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN CUT ONE MORE TIME MY BLOOD IS WARM AND SO ARE THE TEARS THAT I HAVE CRIED EACH WOUND THAT I'VE RECEIVED IS LIKE A MOMENT THAT I'VE DIED MY POEMS ARE LIKE STORIES IN MY LIFE THAT MUST BE TOLD THEY ARE ALL EXTREMELY COMMON AND WILL NEVER GROW OLD THEY ARE STORIES OF LOVE LOST AND NONE ARE MILD RELATIVELY THE DESTRUCTION OF AN INNOCENT CHILD MY INNOCENCE DIED THE FIRST TIME THAT I WAS LOST BUT I VOWED TO HOLD ON TO LOVE NO MATTER THE COST I GAINED A KING'S WISDOM AND GAINED AN ARMY'S STRENGTH MY RICHES WERE KNOWLEDGE AND SURVIVAL TO ANY LENGTH ALL THIS POWER HAS POISONED ME TO THE POINT THAT I LAUGH I DESTROY WHAT I DON'T WANT AND PROTECT WHAT I CAN'T HAVE A SLIGHT FORM OF CRUELTY THAT I HAVE LEARNED TO ACCEPT BUT THERE'S NOTHING IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE TO REGRET I'M MORE THAN YOU COULD KNOW MORE STRENGTH THAN YOU'VE SEEN ONE SUCH AS MYSELF IS ONLY PRESENT IN YOUR DREAMS I'M THE NIGHTMARE YOU RUN FROM THE PRINCE YOU RUN TO I'VE ALWAYS BEEN RIGHT HERE BUT YOU JUST NEVER KNEW