From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
Irene - Please Read  
   
Date :    
Fri, 30 Nov 2001 01:35:17 -0500  
   
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Irene,
 
I know things have been...  strange...  and I really wanted to open up to you... right now.
 
 
I'd like to start off by telling you that I love you.  I can honestly say I love you, because if I didn't, I wouldn't be hurting right now.
 
 
 
Irene, you can take this anyway you want but I'm going to explain to you exactly how I feel.
 
 
 
Back in January when Susie left me, I told myself "no more IRC relationships".  None.  Ever.  Period.  For any reason.  And since you know what happened to me because of her, you can imagine why I made this decision.  Close to nine months later, you come into my life.
 
Honestly, when I first met you, I liked you.  But I would have stayed away had you lived any further.  I couldn't take the uncertainty of another IRC based relationship, and the long distance bills again.  It was just too much, however, you were relativeley close (under 100 miles - barely) and a free call, two things that were lacking in my previous relationships.
 
But, right now, I am very uncertain.  I feel like I'm going to loose you, like I'm in the begining of the end.  I'm scared, Irene.  Very scared.  I would tell you to just stay off chat period but that would be wrong, but thats what I feel like doing.  I feel like there is someone else in your life besides me.  I feel like I'm being played.  I think you care deeply for me, but I'm doubting love...  I have alot of doubts.  Maybe you do love me.  I know I love you.
 
Irene... I can't take another failed relationship...  I just can't.  If this fucks up I will end up severely hurting and/or killing myself.  I couldn't stand to loose you, Irene.  You don't understand baby.  You don't understand how much of an emotional timebomb I am.  I can be nice one second and sad the next.  I can be nice one second and a mean bastard the next.  I need to know every second of every day that you love me and only me and I am the only one.  I need to know that I can always trust you.  I need to know that you can be there for me whenever.  I need to know that you're behind me 100% in whatever I do.  I need to know that this is for real baby.  Are you real?  Are you serious?  This isn't some fling or whatever.  To me, and hopefully to you, this is a very meaningful, serious, intense, passionate relationship.
 
If you are cheating, fess up now.  Don't do this to me, baby.  I need real love.  If you're not... I'm sorry I'm accusing you and not being more trusting but I love you so much and I'm afraid to be hurt again by someone I care for and love so much.
 
And another thing, we need to stop joking about breaking up.  That is just wrong and bad for us and our relationship.  This is my lifeblood.  This is my reason for living.  You.  Me.  This.  Us.  This is the reason I wake up in the morning and look at the rising sun and think of you.  I think about you when I fall asleep, too.  I think about the events that took place during the course of the day...  the good and the bad...  the memorable and the not so memorable.  Every thought is of you.  I wonder what you're doing, or what you're dreaming about...  sometimes I wish I could just take me and you away to a nice warm island where no one would ever find us and we could live there and be happy and love eachother and always be together forever....  this long distance thing is a killer...  I miss you so much and I can't be with you...  you have no idea how it feels for me...  no one has been what I've been through...  I'm lucky I'm still alive and living at home...  and sane.  You have no idea, Irene.  It's emotionally draining.  I want you so bad.  More than anything.  I'd kill myself just for you.  I would die for you.  I worship you.  You are my Goddess.  My baby.  My soulmate.  My everything...  My Irene.  If I lost you...  I would just die.
 
 
Please stay true and always love me.
 
 
Forever yours if your're mine forever,
 
Tony Rizzo 


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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
Your brother being not very nice  
   
Date :    
Tue, 27 Nov 2001 22:27:49 -0500  
   
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Embo> hi
<Embo> hello and how are you???
<Embo> howdy!!
<NeoGeo64> stfu
<NeoGeo64> get irene
<Embo> nice.....you relly want to talk to irene dont you...keep that up and ill get it so you dont at all
<NeoGeo64> Oh, really?
<Embo> stuff*
<NeoGeo64> I'll log that. 


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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
My thoughts and views  
   
Date :    
Tue, 27 Nov 2001 00:59:14 -0500  
   
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Hey baby, how's it goin?  Pretty good over here.
 
I was goin through my memos and I realized something...  it seems kind of subtle ... but just about every memo you've sent me lately is "I'm sorry" or "I'm depressed".
 
Why?  What is bothering you, hun?
 
I love you very much.
 
- Tony 


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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
Average conversation with you on the phone...  
   
Date :    
Mon, 26 Nov 2001 15:13:19 -0500  
   
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Comments are in ( )
 
 
Tony:  Hey baby, I missed you so much... I love you !!
 
Irene:  Hey!  God, I, like, missed you so much...  ...
 
Background screaming:  GET THE FUCK OFF THE PHONE!!  I'M WAITING FOR A CALL THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER COME (BUT I'M GOING TO USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE TO VALIDATE MY WANTING YOU TO GET OFF THE PHONE).
 
Irene:  Wait!!  Just three more minutes, I'll be off - - - I promise!
 
Tony:  Hello?  What's going on?  Do you have to get off?  I really missed you... I wanna talk to you...!
 
Irene:  Ah, - - I know, Tony... ...  HOLD ON STEPHEN!!  I'LL BE OFF IN A FEW MINUTES!!
 
Tara:  GET OFF, IRENE!  I HAVE TO USE THE PHONE AFTER STEPHEN!
 
Your mom:  Irene, you've been on the phone ALL DAY (19 minutes is all day?)  GET THE FUCK OFF NOW OR I WILL KILL YOU.
 
Background screaming:  GET OFF NOW IRENE!!
 
Irene:  Hold on... please.. I'll be off in a MINUTE!  I just wanna say goodbye!
 
Background screaming:  ARGH!  THAT IS IT!
 
 
*Multiple gunshot sounds followed by silence then a dead line*
 
 
LOL heh Thats about what its like.
 
 
- Tony 

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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
Thinking of you  
   
Date :    
Wed, 21 Nov 2001 02:24:54 -0500  
   
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hey baby its 223am and im thinking of you... god i love you so much... i was thinking of when we talked earlier... you're so sweet
 
 
i love you so much irene..
 
your baby forever,

Tony 

      
      
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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
<ircops@sega.com>, "Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>, "Happy Star" <happystarsmile@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
This is probably a waste of my time, but oh well.  
   
Date :    
Tue, 20 Nov 2001 15:46:59 -0500  
   
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*** Connect retry #13 irc0.dreamcast.com (6667)
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Looking up your hostname...
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Found your hostname (cached)
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Checking ident...
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Received ident response
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*** NeoGeo64 Posting Opers IPs on main rooms perm banned -Sheik
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Closing Link: NeoGeo64[adsl-83-182-103.aby.bellsouth.net] (Serverban)
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*** Disconnected
 
 
 
I did post an oper's IP in the channel, however, I put *'s in the host to cloak certain parts.  I had told TopGun I was able to get user's IP address, and he said "show me".  I told he had to promise he would not akill me, he said "Fine".
 
What I showed of Sheik's IP address is no different from what you would've seen in his /whois had he not been opered up.  I believe that Sega is overreacting and my ban should be removed as soon as possible.
 
 I was simply showing an oper what they had asked for after I had told them I was merely showing them a hole in the software I had found, and I wasn't planning on using it for a malicious purpose.
 
 
Thank you for your time.
 
 
Regards,
 
NeoGeo64 


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From :    
"Tony Rizzo" <trizzo@bellsouth.net>  
    
To :    
"Irene Terrio" <brooke_alimore@hotmail.com>  
   
Subject :    
I will no longer be on Sega IRC  
   
Date :    
Tue, 20 Nov 2001 15:41:18 -0500  
   
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Heh, I knew it was coming and the ops couldn't take it.
 
 
*** Connect retry #13 irc0.dreamcast.com (6667)
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Looking up your hostname...
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Found your hostname (cached)
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Checking ident...
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-irc0.dreamcast.com- *** Received ident response
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*** NeoGeo64 Posting Opers IPs on main rooms perm banned -Sheik
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Closing Link: NeoGeo64[adsl-83-182-103.aby.bellsouth.net] (Serverban)
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*** Disconnected
 
 
 
Anywho, you can find me on  pwchat://irc.dal.net:6667
 
and
 
pwchat://chat.freedomchat.net:6667
 
 
From now on.
 
 
I guess I'll kinda miss Sega, but the majority of people there are a bunch of lamers (I'm starting to get sick of that word lol) and immature retards who are convinced the world revolves around them.
 
Anywho, I'm on a permanent server ban, so you can chat with me over at Freedomchat, if you don't like DALnet (freedomchat is smaller than Sega, kinda like gamerscafe, and Sega people go to Freedomchat too)
 
So, I'm just lettin ya know so you don't keep wondering why I'm not on Sega anymore lol.
 
 
I love you very much baby.  Let Tybalt know where I'll be too, since I can't get him on AIM and, as I said before, can't contact him on Sega lol
 
 
Always your baby,
 
Tony 


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