I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel light when you�re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There�s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away
�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel light when you�re gone away
The feeling of disappointment is a destructive emotion. When you feel disappointed you lose hope and feel defeated. You have this feeling that you are going to miss out on that something or someone in your life forever.
The feeling of defeat and failure happen when you allow frustration to linger and not challenge it, and if your feeling of defeat is prolonged you may get depressed or feel guilt.
This is typical for eniad, although her Master is wonderful to talk to her, to discuss anything, she tends to hold things, not let go. He tells her over and over to let it go, it is fogotten, she is forgiven, she just can not get over the guilt. So, the girl sits holding the pain inside, feeling yet once again she has disappointed the one person that matters most to her.
Her Master...
eniad... 09-29-07