Can a slave be a proper slave if she is full of jealousy, envy, mistrust, can she serve with fire, with the desire a slave should serve with if these feelings are present?
We are all human and human beings are not perfect, if you hold a slave to that standard you will find a girl who feels that nothing she does is ever good enough. rya feels that without being able to feel good about herself all you will ever have is a withdrawn, and depressed slave. In this girl opinion a happy and content slave will always be more pleasing to her Master .
As humans there are times that trust, envy, and jealousy will come into the picture. These are the times we find it to be hard to be pleasing, to serve with the fire. rya does not think any of us are immune from these feelings, as humans it is within our nature to have these feelings. What we can and need to do is try to suppress these feelings, to look deep within us to find the love and giving that a slave is known for.
Jealousy in eniad opinion is a slave that is focused on herself, on her wants and her desires, not focused on her Master, and he is what is important. If a girl is focused on her how can she properly focus on her Master, it is a sure sign something is wrong, her total reason for being is for her Master. Jealousy can be a signal of fear, whether is be she is not good enough, she needs to prove a point, turn your eyes to your inner self and release the insecurity inside then you can put your focus where it belongs.
Envy, is a desire to have what someone else has, not the contentment in having what your Master desires for you to have. The best way for this girl to not be envious is to put her whole focus on what her Master wishes her to have, what he wishes her to be, then she will not have time to desire what others have. We give up that right when we became slaves, we are sisters in our service together, we should be happy to see a sister in loving service of a Master. If a Master chooses a sister to serve him over this one, it is what he wants and he is happy. Should this one waste her time stressing if he is happy, is she not disrespecting his wants by being envious? A girl became a slave to please, if a Master is happy who is she to question?
Trust, is a hard thing for many of us. As slaves we are to give all of ourselves, our trust must be 110% in our Master. Surrendering all is not easy, but again it all comes down to being a total slave, giving all to our Master, it is what and who we are as a slave. Not looking to others and wishing you had what they had, not fearing what tomorrow will bring, but be happy and content in today. In giving all we are to our Master.
A slave is to always be pleasing; it is right for her to be pleasing as best she can. For a slave to be pleasing all the time is for her to show her true inner self she has to feel this deep in her belly, to know in her heart her joy and completeness comes from her slave belly. If she is full of jealousy, envy, and lack of trust how can she give her all to her Master?
01-23-05