Desiring to be a warrior, doesn't make a man a warrior, desiring to be a free woman, doesn't make a free woman, and desire to be a slave will not make the girl a slave. Slavery, true slavery is something that is already there, it is deep in a girl belly, her heart, her very soul, a girl either is already a slave, she just may not realize it yet, or she is merely another girl of many, yearning to be something she is not.
eniad understanding of herself has changed as the layers are stripped away from her, her paths takes her down many turns she never could have foreseen. her understanding of her slavery has grown, and she would imagine that others learn about themselves as they grow in Gor. Sometimes, it is only through experience than a woman finds that she is not a natural slave, and what lays within is the soul of a free woman, that is something she might never have known, if she had not had the chance to kneel before a Gorean man.
Is it acceptable to hide a genuine mistake and present herself as a slave, when her soul tells her differently each word typed out becomes a lie, and she is trapped once again by a Gorean society expecting her to be something that is not natural to her. To those girls who are entering Gor and unsure of what status they are, eniad would advise you to carefully know what it means to be what you claim to be before you ever claim it. Don't say you are a slave if you are not sure you are. Take your time. Educate yourself, and when you present yourself, know without a doubt this is what you are.
Be honest with who you are.
Be true to yourself.
Be Gorean, if you are, in whatever way you are.
eniad... 02-07