I�m learning to forget you,
I�m learning you don�t care,
I�m learning if I fall,
You probably won�t be there,
I�m learning that I love you,
Even though I know,
You often do things,
That make me want to let you go,
You want us to be together,
Though you�re not willing to try,
You want me to be honest,
Even though you always lie,
I think you have your problems,
I know I have my own,
I�m learning mine are fixable,
But yours are etched in stone,
You always say you love me,
I�m learning that depends,
On weather or not my bank account ever ends,
I�m learning how to smile,
When I really want to frown,
I�m learning to be serious,
When I want to be a clown,
When I want to be serious,
I�m learning to be bleak,
I�m learning that you give me,
Nothing that I seek,
I�m learning that I love you,
More than ever before,
I used to be an open book,
You�ve turned me into a closed door