Nothing can replace the trauma,
Not a single thing can replace the trauma,
It�s grown the only basis for my mind,
I�ve met them before, I regret being kind,
I�m not going to forget or forgive,
I�m not going to let them easily live.
I�m not going to excuse what they did,
I wasn�t good enough, so they just got rid!
I will not hold back my aggression, I will not refrain,
I want this to cause them pain.
No, on second thought that�s not enough,
It wouldn�t equal what they did to me, its been too tough,
I�ve spent many sleepless nights,
I�ve gotten into many pointless fights,
I have a lot of anger to spend,
For all I care she can come to a grisly end,
The other one is going to get it,
Yeah that�s right, too bad you rolled it and lit it,
They�re not forgiven, neither one understands,
Nothing I have is theirs, except the blood on my hands.
Not their blood literally, but the blood of things they have done to me,
They are as dead to me as dead can be,
Each one of them is a deadbeat,
Having only ever accomplished one feat,
To make me and my brother,
Not including being my father or my mother,
He will never get my love, or share my wealth,
He conned many people and only ended up screwing himself,
You are such a loser, you will never be half of what I am,
Just because you claim to be my father doesn�t make you a man.