writing

distinction in music:
there are loads of different genres which spread from the branch of music which we now call alternative. many bands often fall into more than one genre and as a result it is difficult to place bands in well defined catagories. however it is important that we have some idea of what these catagories are purly for record keeping and for interest..
some of the more general sub genres of alternative music:
emo (emotional)
hard-core
ska
punk
indie-rock
metal
grunge

BITCHING
why is it that some people in hong kong or in england for that matter, in general have this misconception that what they wear will ultimately define who they are? just last night i saw this guy dressed up like eminem, with dyed hair and gold chains, this was a some private party, not like a holloween party just like a house party. anyway, i talk to this guy, and he's acting all ghetto,i mean why? cause this was in hong kong an this was a private party, all the kids at the party are from international school, and there fore these kids are pretty well off, so why the hell does this guy need to act ghetto? hes from a decent middle clas family, so why dress like your from queens? does he lack a personality? perhaps by fashioning himself on some commercial idol, it will appeal to the opposite sex? but at the end of the day its just an act, so why bother? surely it would be better just to be ones self.

favourite songs:
1. the get up kids: four minute mile, track 2: amy
2. blink-182: cheshire cat, track 12: wasting time
3 eagles: hell freezes over, track 6: hotel california
4 fugazi: end hits, track 10: arpeggiaton
5 A: hi-fi serious, track 1: nothing
6 schneider: selftitled, track 1: drive
7 green day:dookie, track 7: basket case
8 the smashing pumpkins: melencoly and the infinate sadness, track 2 cd 1: tonight, tonight
9 guns and roses: appetite for destruction, track 9: sweet child o' mine
10 american hi fi: selftitled: track 4: flavour of the weak

incarnate
sitting in the center; watching things go by
i have been decieved; i hide my pride
i dont care if i dont care; i dont mind if i cant mind
reason for everything
for what do i do anything; for what do i do anything
i knew this guy luck from when he was born; but he fell when he tried to please
counteract ruthless artery injection for merciful vein cutting kindness

appeal
i have this friend, and i've known her for 7 years, i fancied her, i french kissed her once, i asked her out several time.... and yet several times i was refused... why is that? what do i lack? why are we always hung up over the one person we can never have? i am over her now, or so i convince myself, but i stiil care a great deal for her and i still want her.... i should write a song about her.

single
i am single, again, just out of an 8 month long relationship. i have been single for 3 months now,i have been to bristol, london and hong kong in that time. i broke up with her. i hug a pillow when i sleep. i hang with friends. i get drunk. i talk to my best friend, the one girl i never went out with, the only one i really wanted to go out with. so whats the problem. why am i so sad? i play sports. i walk my dog in the park. i look at the stars a night. i watch our movie alone at home.