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It's been a long time since I sat down to write
The things that keep me awake at night.
So I thought, at last, it's time that I said
All of the things that run through my head
When I should be relaxed and asleep in my bed.
I'm going to uni in a year and a bit,
Provided I pass the exams I will sit.
It has to be said that there's no guarantee;
Hard work has never come easily
To one as disorganised as me.
I need somebody to hold my hand.
Though, why? Even I don't quite understand.
Someone to talk to, and offer advice.
Someone to love me, a guy who knows Christ.
I'd be happy with someone to just think I'm nice!
My friendship with God has gone down the pan.
Smart as I am, I have only one plan:
To go to Soul Survivor, and hope to meet Him there.
I'm hoping for proof that He really does care,
But I'm not allowed to test Him. It doesn't seem fair.
Those are my issues; at least, the biggest three.
Very important, I'm sure you can see.
So hopefully, now, I won't need to count sheep
When I'm in my bed in a bedraggled heap,
With any luck, I'll just drift off to sleep. |
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