I was surprised to find that Denise McLean’s house was so close to my college.  I seriously could have walked there if I felt energetic enough.  Anyway… the house came into view and I smiled.  It was a nice little two-story number with a bricked driveway.  There was no gate, and I sighed with relief.  I didn’t want to have to convince her I really was bringing papers from her son.  I pulled into the driveway and parked my car.  I grabbed the manila envelope and then slowly made my way up to the front door. 

            My hands were sweating as I knocked on the door I was so nervous.  I don’t know why I was, I just was.  I heard a small dog go nuts at the noise my fist made on the wood, and a woman in the background yell “Hush-up Vegas!”  Then the door opened.  Let me just say that AJ’s mom is s-h-o-r-t.  I was like five inches taller than her, and I could see the top of her head, no joke.  She looked me over and kept a smile on her face.  “Hi, can I help you?” she asked, and squeezed a squirming Vegas.  I looked past her and saw little bitty Jack Daniels waddle into the foyer.  “Actually, ma’am… AJ asked me to give you these,” I said, and held out the papers for her.  She took them and opened the envelope.  “Oh… yeah,” he face fell, “These.  Well,” she said, and resumed smiling, “Would you like to come in for a minute?  I just made come coffee, and you’re welcome to it.”  I smiled and accepted.

            “So how did you and my son meet?” Denise asked.  “Are you an assistant up at the clinic?” I took a sip of my coffee.  “No ma’am, I-”  “Please!  Don’t call me ma’am!  It makes me feel so old!” she laughed.  “Call me Denise.  Or Ms. McLean if you have to.”  I smiled and nodded.  “Alright.  No, I don’t work up there.  I was with a friend, visiting another friend, Josh, and he and AJ obviously got to know each other.”  Denise smiled and gripped her mug, the papers under it.  “Well, he’s getting out in a week.  I hope you two are still friends after he gets back around his crowd again.  You seem like a very nice girl.”  I blushed and smiled crookedly.  “Yeah, that would be nice.  Then again, I don’t really know him that well.  He might just want to get back to his life.  But I’m glad we’re friends right now.”  We sat in silence for a moment while Denise looked over AJ’s evaluation sheets.  After a few ‘hmm’-s and ‘oh’-s she looked up.  “You know, Alex doesn’t have many women friends.  The ones he does have are entertainers.  Do you sing?” she asked, and I could feel suspicion in her question.  She thought I might be using him?  No way in Hell could I let my friend’s mother think that.  “No no!  Oh no… I dance.  I’m studying to become a veterinarian at the university.  I dance though, that’s why my name is Jazz…”  I saw relief flood over her, and I felt it flood over me also.  “I was wondering about your name!” she laughed, and I smiled, glad to know I had not made a fool of myself this evening.

            Before I left, I told Denise everything her son had wanted me to tell her.  “He said he loves you, and he wanted you to know, straight from him.  He’s doing really well.  He still smokes like a freight train, though,” I said, and Denise smiled and shook her head.  “He just wont quit that!  I’ve told him a thousand times, but children never listen to their parents, you know.”  We exchanged goodbyes, and then I hopped back in my car.

           

~*~Sunday~*~

 

            It took me four hours to finally get out a batch of edible chocolate chip cookies.  Don’t let it ever be said that all women instinctually know how to cook.  Some of us can’t even follow directions on a package.  This was proved when Celìne tried to tell me she knew what she was doing.  “Oh yeah!  I’ve made cookies like… a hundred times!  All you do is…”  I will never let her help me do anything ever again, I swear.  We made a mess in the dorm’s tiny ‘kitchen’, but all was good when the third batch of cookies came out of the oven.  “Perfect!” I yelled, and stuck the blazing hot disks into a gallon sized plastic bag.  The melted chocolate chips were searing my flesh off as they attached to my fingers, but I couldn’t have been happier.  It was done.  “Now… we have an hour to get ready,” Celìne reminded me.  “Oh yeah!  And you do remember that this is the one night a month that the patients can leave the clinic, right?” she asked as I scraped cookie dough from bowls.  I froze.  “No.  No.  Aw, shit!  I thought…”  I stuttered around a sentence.  “Well AJ’s gonna be going out with friends, I’ll bet.  Shit.  So I made these for nothing, basically.”  I was very unhappy.  “You know what? Who cares?  I’ll just go out with you and Josh.  I mean, if it’s ok?” I asked, and she shrugged, popping some errant dough into her mouth.  “Yeah, come with us.  We’re going to club Moomba.  You know the one *Nsync had their release party at?  Yeah, Josh has the hook-up, so we’re going there,” she said excitedly.  I smiled warily, dreading the thought of having to dance with and around a bunch of drunken frat boys.  “Yeah, sounds like fun,” I said, and sighed.

            “You aren’t gonna wear THAT, are you?” Celìne asked me as I slipped on a black stretch top and a black mini.  “Um, I WAS, but not anymore, thanks,” I said, and started to pull the top off.  “No, I’m just saying…  wear this,” she suggested, and threw me one of her dresses.  It was her white lace mini dress.  “No way am I wearing that out in public!” I cried, and flung it far away.  She retrieved it and brought it back to me.  “Honey, if anyone can pull it off, you can.  Just try it on, please?” she begged, and I knew it was either give in or hear complaints all night.  “Fine.  I’ll put it on,” I griped, and slipped the flimsy material over my white satin under things.  Then I looked in the mirror and gasped.  It was hot.  “Oh my God… I love it!  But I don’t want every guy I meet trying to fuck me!” Celìne just laughed.  “That’s the point, dumb ass!  You haven’t gotten laid in so long it’s starting to make you bitter and un-fun.   Now wear that tonight, and wear these,” she said, throwing me her white spike heels.  “You’ll get some in half an hour or less… guaranteed.”

 

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