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"Underneath it all...Life!" By Bob Perks

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Death and the dying of all beautiful things around you is what many see in the Fall.  For some it is the beginning of a seasonal depression because of the shortened period of daylight.
 
If it weren't for the magnificent colors of Autumn, it surely would be a sad time of the year.
 
This Fall, like all the others before, kept its promise.  The colors were magnificent and the chill in the air brought warm thoughts of hot cocoa and steaming bowls of soup.
 
But still, I miss the flowers.
 
I have to rake the leaves in my yard several times to keep up with the ankle deep carnage of the season.  The winds blow the leaves around like drifting snow. 
 
Even now as I write this, I know that there are several more bags to be filled and placed curbside for the township leaf collection which ends this Friday.
 
Now the leaves are no longer beautiful and the crisp, damp air sends a cold reminder of winter ahead.
 
This daunting task is one that I've come to dislike more each year.  Both the physical and mental challenge has created an image for me that I dread more and more.
 
That is until today.
 
I began raking the leaves along the driveway.  With little effort I already had a huge pile which would equal at least four bags filled to capacity.  Looking around I realized that I had accomplished little in comparison to the rest of the property that remained.
 
Standing there in this great sea of dead leaves, I saw my life.  I thought about the many times I faced challenges which were much greater than myself but took them on anyway.  Even in those moments of despair when the task seemed impossible, I kept going.  In doing so I found within me great gifts and talents I didn't know I possessed.
 
Holding onto that thought, I grabbed the rake with more enthusiasm and determination. 
 
"These trees have always been here and I have always managed to get the job done," I thought.
 
Just then, with the next swing of the rake, I discovered life.  Yes, underneath all that seemed so lifeless and useless, I found two beautiful plants growing full force.
 
When my wife trims back our houseplants she never throws the clippings in the garbage.  She takes them outside to this very same spot and dumps them. 
 
Although we have had a few killing frosts which put an end to the growing season of most every flower planted around the house, these two plants took root.
 
As the leaves piled up on top, they created a protective barrier which permitted these indoor plants to grow outside. 
 
How many parts of your life have you given up on?  You see them as dead and useless.  Scrape and dig a little and discover that, like the tree which sheds its leaves, there is still life within which promises hope for the future. 
 
Things which appear to be useless and dead are not.   Dig a little and find "underneath it all...Life!"
 
"I believe in you!"
Bob Perks
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copyright Bob Perks 2002

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