Emerging Courageous Online Magazine - Poetry
Sienna Nicole - Michelle Crain
Sometimes things happen,
That no one can explain.
I try to understand why,
But all I feel is the pain.
I carried you for twenty-one weeks,
I felt you move inside of me.
I seen you on the ultrasound.
Your tiny little body,
Your heart beating away.
And even though I knew
I was going to lose you,
It still made me smile you see.
For you were then and are now
Always a part of me.
I held you in my arms,
Never wanting to let go,
Touching your little fingers and toes.
Looking at your eyes,
Wishing you could see me.
Thinking how great that would be.
I kissed you on your forehead,
My precious little girl.
I told you that I loved you,
For to just hold you was still a thrill.
For the love that I feel inside,
Will never go away.
I wish you were here with me today,
To share the love I feel.
And even though I will always love you,
The pain inside is unreal.
For the memories of you will never go.
It hurts me each and everyday,
That you are not here.
The pain will never go away.
For you are my life, love, and soul.
I will always love you,
My sweet Sienna Nicole.
In Loving Memory of My Daughter
Sienna Nicole Crain
May 31, 2000
copyright 2000 Michelle Crain
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