Ok, so I was feeling a little better yesterday. Except for my phone, and sattelite have been out for the last two days. No tv, no phone, and no internet for two days.. jeez thought I'd die. Dear old hubby was putting in a fence and accidentally cut through the sattelite lines day before yesterday and the dad blasted phone went out with the storms and phone company didn't show up till this afternoon. But despite all of that I was feeling a bit better cause Patrick was taking me to Springfield last night for my birthday.
It was nice, we went to dinner at Olive Garden which blew my diet.. lol.. Saw a gorgeous rainbow as we were going in for dinner and thought maybe it's a sign. Things are going to get better... NOT! Went to Cowboy 2000.. which was ok, couldn't get hubby to dance with me, but that isn't the bad part....
On the way home, we stopped at Oasis to get cigs and I took AB home. I never go that way, dunno why I did, cept I thought it would be silly to get on interstate just to get off at next exit to go home by way of Amanda's. So took AB. I hit the biggest black dog I've ever seen in my life. Neither one of us saw it till it was right in front of the head lights. I hit it HARD. Busted my lights and now it's gonna cost 300 to fix. On top of that, I stopped and tried to find the dog and couldn't. It was at a dead run when I hit it and it kept running. I really hope it's ok. No one was awake at 1 a.m. or I would have knocked on doors. Liable to get shot out here banging on doors in the middle of the night. I felt soooooo bad. Then I get home and Grandma has news for me.
Uncle Jack cannot have his surgery to remove the cancer from the other lung. He's too sick and has lost too much weight since they removed the first one. It does not look good, dunno what my Aunt Bette is going to do. They've been married over fifty years. My grandma and I both had dreams last night that we think are warnings that Jack is about to go. Sigh. This afternoon I was watching my hubby fix the phone lines (cause Sprint is a buncha Nazis and I don't even wanna get started on them) and I had this horrible feeling that Jack was going to die. It's going to be soon.. I'm half expecting it tomorrow... Happy f-ing birthday! No, seriously... sigh.. this is going to be rough for my family. Uncle Jack dying is going to really kill everybody. And my Aunt Bette has lived her entire life for him.. she doesnt' have friends or anything... is scary. Add all this to the Penni thing and I'm ready to go bonkers.
To answer some questions posed about Penni. She refuses any kind of contact for Patrick's family. No phone number or address on her, she uses call blocker to call and has everything listed in other people's names. I agree I think she's lying... she just wants an in to Patrick... Has probably been driving her crazy that our phone has been busy when you call the last couple of days since it was out. She says no one in Muncie knows Patrick is supposedly Bradley's father and she'd have a royal fit if she knew about this blog... LOL, at least I get to do something passive agressive to her.... I'm putting it out for the world to see... yay! I recorded the entire conversation the first time so I can play it for a judge if I have to. We want a DNA test and am ready to push hubby to tell her so.. that he wants a DNA test, will sue for one, will pay for one, and will want visitation rights that are controlled by the court not her... Am sure that will knock the truth right out of her. And am ready for Patrick's mom to start spreading the happy news around Muncie, if she'll do it... am thinking she isn't too keen on people knowing about this either. Patrick's poor mother should be nominated for sainthood with all she has had to deal with out of her four boys and hubby... It's no wonder she's lived this long rather than dying of a heart attack. I'd hate to know what kinda karma put her in the position she's been in since the day they were all born.
As for me, I'm done thinking about my birthday.. the hell with it.. Next week I'm putting together a girl's night out and we are going to Springfield to watch some male strippers.. LOL... I called and asked Amanda to go today, she's going to try... Everyone else... it will be great fun and I'd love it if you all went. I need some fun and I don't wanna think about anything but acting stupid and blowing off some steam. Cowboy 2000 is an awesome club, used to go alot when I worked at Lee. Still is awesome and packed to the rafters with the biggest mixed crowd I've ever seen anywhere. Isn't too expensive 7$ to get in and drink specials all night if you are drinking... Soda was free last night... I think the strippers start at 8 and they end at 10.. can be back by midnight for those of you who have to work.. we can leave at 11 before the crowd gets too thick. Patrick and I left last night at about 11:45 and it was standing room only in there.. *grin* So please think about it and go? I'm desperate for some girls night out type fun. Absolutely desperate.
Natalie