| i was taken by the darkness, soon taken by the light, easily overpowered by the desire in his eyes, its not the path i want but the path i choose to take, dear i wish i felt more but my screams and cries are fake, farmiliar in this bedroom im crushed beneath his weight, i have to hold it back but the pain i feel i hate, now it rests within my stomach, the burning melts my heart, he wraps his arms around me "let us never be apart," its times like this that scare me, sometimes i wish he didnt care, instead of letting go i run my fingers through his hair, but the time has come for me to leave, i have to head back "home," it hurts so much to leave him but i long to be alone, exhausted in my bedroom i slip into my gown, crawl into my bed, i cry. the loving tears me down. |