Blackout

Stimulants give me a thrill
Depressants confuse my mind
Hallucinogens help me slip
Into the reality I can�t seem to find
I take narcotics to numb the pain
And to weaken those potent memories
To forget all those wrong emotions
I get wasted on some booze
But then I fell into you
Now I can�t seem to forget
The sparkle in your eyes
Could you possibly find me attractive?
Wouldn�t that be a surprise?
But you couldn�t actually like me
So I get that craving again
I just don�t wanna feel
Anything that�s real
I take some amphetamine
And fade into temporary death
And I dream about your eyes
And the soft rhythm of your breath
But would you care?
No--
I�m just a stoner
With each passing day my heart grows colder--
Lonelier
I think I�m in love
Are you hooked on me too?
Please say �yes�
Cuz now I�m addicted to you

--Emerald Eyes
O5/23/00
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