| [03:30:2oo2] Wonders: was it all just a fake? or was it just an play? i hopefully hope it was true which that was what i had for you if there are no trust in either then there is no poin tof togethering take my words for granted. good-bye. |
| [04:02:2oo2] Feels: no matter what is told or explained i'd always felt there are still a little something being hidden figuring out it's acturally pulling us a part and being premanently stained knowing its all not good, it gave me worries which i forbidden things are going wrong and i tried my best to make things better but everything's making it worst than ever. |
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| [04:03:2oo2] Tell Me: why you never called back? what is there you need to hide? why does there always have to be a reject before an ask? questions seemed to be revolving quickly from me. i am worrying more than trying to figure out the answers. i am doing my best to forget one after the other. but, it keeps on coming. i can't hold it no more. tell me, what's wrong? |
| [04:03:2oo2] Seasons: is it just me? or is it you too? which one is it that's changing just like the four seasons? the feelings i once had, is now changing rapidly in the thin unknown air. i'd always wondered if you were to change first or me. i honestly felt you did first. which suddenly with no reason, i did too. i don't know how it came nor how it changed. i just know, we will never be the same again. |
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| [04.07.2oo2] Solved: you told me. i told you. you answered me. i answered you. since we talked it through i hope the things will be better each day. i just know, i will never change like the seasons. |
| [05.01.2oo2] Unwanted, need a change: i don't want to be blamed on i don't want to be lied to i definately don't want to be ignored on everything's driving me insane especially the times when there's no contacts made its makes me go chaos like hell, thinking odd and wierd fucked up ideas i don't want to go on like this please give me a change, or just end this craze. |