About Embrisa~

About Embrisa~

I live in Colorado. I am a native, one of the few left. I have a wild and crazy love affair with the mountains, which is what keeps me here after all the people discovered the beauty Colorado has to offer and moved in.

I love all of nature really. Animals, the heavy scent of pine, rain -- cuddling in your lovers arms as you can hear the rain drops falling on the roof and window panes or holding hands and feeling the wetness upon your skin as you walk, run and jump like children, or making love in the softly falling rain under a full moon. Life just doesn't get any better? Well it does, i'm missing the Man. *laughs* okay okay..enough with the dang rain.

So i'm a nature freak. I also enjoy photography, art, poetry, anything that is stress-free. I truly enjoy putting on Bach or Mozart, bringing in the fishy and kitty and working on my herb gardens(i grow a variety of spices and teas), and other things such as bamboo, miniature roses etc.

I've recently taken up oil painting. Years ago i used to take art classes but i never did much with it so it is fun to pull out the sketch pads, pencils, pastels and such again and bascially start all over again.

I collect so many things i would not even know where to start. But i love to collect angels, fairies, crystals, crosses.. these types of things. I used to collect more Merlin, dragon, unicorn type stuff but maybe i mellowed out? hehehe.

I love most music. I love clothes and even though i am a BBW i spend a great deal of money on clothes and trying to look good. I love books and am a book monger! I love to study and learn. I have studied almost every world religion known to mankind (not that this is a good thing) and think i will stay away from organized religion and just stick to my own little beliefs. I also study alot of more spiritual based things. Esoteric, alchemy. chakras. etc. Somehow it keeps me grounded and keeps my mind open to new ideas and new learnings.

I fell madly in love with a man that i met over the internet 5 years ago and just recently learned that he lied to me just about everything. Including using my own dreams of love and life against me, making me think that he shared my same views, when in reality he only used them as a tool of manipulation against me. Then in the same sentence, he tells me how much he loves me but how much he dreams of the day he meets the love of his life. It was like sticking a knife in my heart 1000 times over again and laughing about it.

Regardless, i learned alot and it won't be soon that i go looking for a new relationship, though it is what my heart desires the most, just to have somebody to love who will love me in return.

I am into D/s (a true, blue submissive)and have tried to actually have a Master or two online, but for some reason or another it just never works out and i'm left feeling sad and hurt. I think that is a sign that perhaps i should leave men alone for awhile.

Anyway, enough blabber for now. Peace out. May the sun always shine for You and bring you the happiness, joy, and prosperity that you deserve.

~~Pamela/embrisa.

PS: Sorry for background tunes. If you don't like the song, please turn down your sound. :) Thanks.